GoodBye Crush/Love (One-Shot Story)

GoodBye Crush/Love (Tagalog Romance)

I wrote this when I was 4th year High-School I guess it was the time when my love is unrequited. :D :D

Ako nga pala si Chan isang senior laging nasa top 10, medyo singkit at di masyadong maappeal pero may itsura naman sabi ng nakakarami.

At this stage, as a teen curios about some things especially sa love *ehem *ehem. Yung tinatawanan mo yung mga broken hearted at tingin mo sa kanila napaka-OA pero once na ikaw nasa side na nila sobrang sakit pala. Mga kanta na kala mo ginawa para sayo, everytime you close your eyes you see her at syempre ang selos o care kahit hindi kayo.

So this is how my crush story goes...

It's June, as usual back to school getting to know more person, bonding with friends and learning more things. Wala sa isip ko dati yung love ako ata ung duff at walang pake sa mundo pero I am mature in making decisions at life. Everyday klase at none stop quizzes and exercises na nakaka-drain talaga lol.

On the last week of June, all of the class are busy on a practice for a dance performance in Induction party while seating on the corner there's one girl that trying to convince to practice. It was Apple, my crush she was pretty, light skin and angelic eyes according to my own tastes and judgment. She was telling to practice and I told her I am not good at dancing tsaka mahiyain ako. Then she insists na I-join the practice since sa corner lang naman sila at ako'y sa huli pumayag din since required nga naman.

Before I met her there was a rumor that she is no longer a virgin which is for me at that age it was a turn off and it means a lot . *sorry*
Isa siyang dayo di ko nalang sasabihin kung saan lugar dito sa Pinas. Marami na siyang naging ex at base sa kanya habol lang daw ang habol kaya it always ended up.

Inaamin ako judgdmental ako that time kaya medyo nailang ako sa kanya meron pa nga one time nakwento ko sa classmate na nakakatamad siya kausap w/c is kinagalit niya sa akin. Humingi naman ako ng sorry at still friends pa din kami.

Di ko namamalayan August na pala at Buwan ng Wika kelangan mag-ayos at magprepare ng kanya-kanyang performance. Namoblema nga ako that time since wala na rin akong ma-rent na barong na isusuot ko sa program pero luckily I found one. So the event came and all are well groomed esp. girls who are quite impressive ang daming chicks. :D

As the time goes by parang nadedevelop na ung feelings ko sa kanya feel ko mahal ko na siya at minsan kinukutya pa kami ng mga classmates namin.

One time nalaman ko na may nanliligaw sa kanya w/c is my bestfriend's ex na manloloko so kala ko yun na ang right time para sabihin nararamdaman ko sa kanya pero hindi pala. I texted her the na kung pede manligaw that time kasi I don't have the courage and I don't know na it is informal on the part of the girl to be courted in text.

She told me right away thru reply na "friends lang kami at ayaw niya akong umasa". On my part it was a busted right away she should give a chance before she told me that. I don't look on the other side na tama siya at mali ako pero nagmahal lang din ako. After that incident wala na di na kami masyadong closed tulad ng dati meron na ngayong barrier.

Natapos ang ilang months the same event everyday at boring pero sapat na sa akin na makita siya.

Valentines na pala ang dami kong plano sa kanya kaso naisip ko na baka di niya tanggapin. At the end bumili ako ng chocolates kaso di ko din nabigay ang torpe ko talaga. Nagkataon din na that month is Junior and Senior prom at excited ako dahil may chance akong ma-sayaw siya.

That night was magical I try my best to improve my posture and spend for groomings. I see her in a gray gown bagay na bagay sa kanya at sobrang ganda niya na halos di ko makilala.

Nasayaw ko rin siya yun nga lang halata sa mukha niyang di siya masaya at malungkot. I guess di niya talaga ako gusto at magmove- on nalang ako. I gave her my rose and my love and  be contented nalang na kasama ko siya that time.

It was March at Graduation na congrats. sa akin dahil still nasa top 10 at may special awards din kaso that time may rumors na uuwi na siya sa kanila. Nakakalungkot  kasi di ko na siya makikita at makakasama sa mga lakad.

After a week nalaman ko nakaalis na siya one time tinext ko siya kung nakauwi na ba siya at biniro ko pa pagkatapos nun hindi na nagreply.

Then I guess eto na ang farewell ko sa kanya kaya I texted her na.

"Hoy ikaw miss na miss na kita alam mo minsan umiiyak ako kasi every moment takot akong mawala ka sa akin pero ngayon walang wala ka na mahal na mahal kita". At simula niyon di na siya nagreply.

Its me Chan , I am now 3rd year College,still kicking and finding forever HAHA.

Maswerte yung mga taong crush din sila ng crush nila. ;)

Thanks for reading my true to life epic first love.