Depression took a toll

Locked in a state of depression with acknowledgment of a key.

Abandoned in a forest of emotions with no help in need.

Feeling like your trapped with no air, suffocating.

Feeling death coming your way and your way and you lose part of what your trying to say.

Drowning in a sea of tests or grieving in a lake full of sincere.

You can't find a way to get out,

You want to leave this house of horrors but just don't know how.

Everyday you wake up and feel worthless.

As you recall saying? "Why can't God just end it now?"

It's like he wants you to suffer in a place you don't belong.

Living a life day by day like a love song that went horribly wrong.

No one understands what you been through, they only judge.

They can't imagine living in a household with no love.

Feeling like your just a waste of space.

That your life is numbered by the days.

You can't see yourself moving on so far, without your mouth glued to a cigarette or, your hang on bottle sitting at the bar.

Having no hope for tomorrow.

Trying to feel a tense of happiness inside but all you feel is pain and sorrow.

There's just not By hope.... Any hope....

So you for your hang on the trigger ready to end it all.

Because what's the point of getting up when you know your gonna fall.

All the feelings that you have now are about to unfold....

It's like the devil stole your soul...

I guess that's what happens when depression takes a toll.