I wake up to my alarm. Today I have to go back to school. So much of a vacation. Then we have Ashton's grandmothers funeral. I unlock my phone and pull up Luke's texts.
Me- Hey do you want to wear our shirts today?
Boyfriend <3- Sure babe.
Me- Okay. Love you.
Boyfriend <3- Love you too!!
I grab all the things I need and head to the bathroom. I strip off my pajamas and throw them in the hamper. I jump in the shower and quickly wash my hair and body. I got up a bit later today so I don't have time to waste. I jump out and dry off. I put on my lavender colored lace bra and underwear. I put on my mint green shorts I got yesterday, my Bonnie shirt, and mint green ankle socks. I put in light blue stud earrings and of course I have on my L necklace and promise ring. I blow dry my hair and straighten it. I apply my foundation, black eyeliner on my waterline, black liquid eyeliner on my eyelid, light green sparkly eye shadow, and black mascara. I brush my teeth and put on some strawberry chap stick.
"Charlotte are you almost done in there? I need to pee!" Liam says knocking on the door.
I completely forgot he was still here. They are taking a break from tour until next week.
"Yeah I am done." I say.
I open the door to reveal Liam in his underwear and no shirt.
"Jesus Liam, cover up! I don't want to see that." I say and he laughs.
"Sorry I am not Luke." Liam says.
"Very funny." I say.
"I bet you'll really miss him for the next month and a half." Liam says.
"Miss him? What are you talking about?" I say.
"He didn't tell you?" Liam asks.
"Tell me what?" I ask.
"5 seconds of summer are leaving with us next week to open for us for the rest of the tour." Liam says.
I feel like my heart just broke in two.
"L-Luke um didn't mention it- Liam I gotta go." I say wiping my tears away.
I run down the hallway and grab my bag. Then I run downstairs and throw on the vans Luke's mum bought me. I don't want to see him. I run down the street to the bus stop still crying. When I get there I wipe my tears away but they continue to fall. I get on the bus just as Luke turns the corner.
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When I get to school I avoid my locker. I go straight to my first block class and sit down. This is the one class we have without the boys.
"Charlotte why didn't you show up at your locker? Luke said you took off from your house too." Allison says walking in.
"He didn't tell me." I whisper wiping a tear away.
"He didn't tell you what love?" She asks.
"He didn't tell me they were going on tour! He didn't tell me he was leaving me!" I raise my voice slightly.
"Oh love." Jenna says hugging me.
"We figured Luke told you. Mike and Ash told us last night." Allison says.
"He didn't. Now I don't want to see him so please don't make me." I say.
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I walk to the art door and peep through the window. Luke's sitting there. He sees me and I start to walk fast down the hallway.
"Charlotte wait!" He yells running after me.
"What Luke? What do you want?" I ask tears running down my face.
I know it seems like I am over exaggerating but it really hurts he wouldn't tell me. Harry used to keep things from me all the time.
"I want to know why you are avoiding me. I love you." He says.
"You love me? Are you sure about that? Because keeping the fact that your going on tour from me doesn't really prove it." I say.
Clear hurt spreads across his face.
"Baby, please listen to me. I wanted to tell you I just didn't know how. It's going to be terrible being away from you. I was going to tell you before we left I swear. Please baby don't hate me. I love you so much." He says.
"Luke you keeping this from me really hurt, but I love you too. No more secrets please." I say.
He walks up to me and kisses me, his hand resting on my cheek.
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