EXO Imagines and One-Shots

[26] "The Forgotten Time" - Sehun Imagine (Poetry)

A/N:

Before I should post the second part of the Kai imagine that I've posted last Tuesday(?) (Ammm... the one who has a title called 'You're Just Nothing...' thingy — yeah~), let me post this update first ^^

I don't know if it is considered as a poem or something (but I don't think it's a poem... pffft!) and I know that it's also not a narrative form, too~ XP

Well... curse this brain of mine~
I don't know what was happening to me right at this moment~ (This was written WAY BACK October 18 in the year 2012 according to my notes... I'm just republishing and editing it... *mehrong*)

WARNING: A little bit angst-y umm... story (?). Please prepare your kokoro again (for I don't want to be hated by you, chingus ㅠ.ㅠ)

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Time never comes back.

Never...

Ever...

But if I'd be given a chance to turn back time, I would rather choose the time when both of us were still together...

Together...

Forever...

But NEVER...

I know that it's quite impossible as for now...
It is because you've hated me — REALLY, REALLY HATED ME...
I've caused you too much pain that even your heart can't bare...

You've rather choose to be alone than to be with me...
To be sad than to be happy because of me...
To face DEATH than to face ME...

Yes...
I was wrong and I am admitting it.

I know that a simple sorry can not cure the WOUNDS that I've made...

I know that — really...

But you know what, I've already accepted all of the consequences...
I've accepted it 'cause I LOVED YOU...
Well... I've also accepted that you will never — EVER AGAIN — accept my love for you...
Yes, I've SUFFERED enough...

You know what were the hardest things to cope up with?

I HUGGED YOU tightly, yet there's NO RESPONSE...
I KISSED your sweet lips, yet I RECEIVED NOTHING...
I GAVE YOU my sweetest smile but you're just IGNORING it...

I gave up...

M-Maybe I should also accept that I can not return to your arms again...
You're now happy with your new life...

HAPPY...

Maybe I should stop wandering around and go back to the place where I should really BELONG...

I'll just WAIT for you there...
Though it would take HOW MANY YEARS from now...

Maybe... that will be the RIGHT TIME that you will ACCEPT MY APOLOGY...

But for now... I'm sorry...

I love you, Oh Sehun...

But I think this is goodbye...

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A/N:

*insert series of 90° bows* I'm sorry if I've caused you this kind of feeling because of this angst-y story(?). This is not my intentions — really...

I'm just posting this because I've accidentally seen this in my notebook and decided to post it as an one-shot and share it to you, guys... ㅠ.ㅠ *insert Kise Ryouta-like pout* *sniff sniff*

Well... yeah .. *sweatdrops*

~ ☆ YANNI LEE ☆ ~   

(150724 — 9:32 am)