Bullied (magcon/Omaha)

Introduction...

July 24

Hi I'm Morgan Taylor, let me tell you about myself... I really loved my dark brown hair it took me forever to grow it all the way down to my hips so I'm really proud of that. I also like my eyes. They're big brown/hazel-ish colour and sometimes they look green so that was cool.

Figure wise? Im curvy and I was really liking my body figure at the moment. I've worked way too hard for my ass so hopefully other people take notice as well ;) Wellmy birthday is on April 5th 1997, I'm adopted so I never knew my parents or if I had any siblings, I really do wonder if they had a good reason to putting me up for adoption...

Okay uh, I'm very independent if I do say so myself, I've taught myself to do things on my own well of course with the help of my foster parents, that was until I reached the age of like twelve and became more independent, it's better for me because I just don't want to trust people, I don't want to because it's better then being disappointed by the people you thought you trusted, okay moving on, I can be really weird at times, I don't know before I was adopted the other kids told me I was weird but funny, They were my only friends back then but it's been such a long time that I had forgotten their names, oh I also like reading books because I just like the feeling of playing the part of someone else for a day or so gives you a whole new perspective on things, few more things, I'm bullied.

Well bullied would be an understatement, i would call it more of a torture? torment? not sure... Oh yeah I almost forgot, I'm suicidal.

Why? You may ask... Well as I said before I'm bullied, but by nine guys.
Who? I'll save that for another time.
I'll start off by telling you the beginning of the story...

Well I was a new student at chino high school (idk if that's like legit so)
Starting off as a sophomore, I was super stoked to hopefully make new friends, at my old school I didn't have that many and I left in the middle of sophomore year-but what could I do? Me trying to make friends took a wrong turn.

I wore my favourite outfit that day, a maroon skater skirt, black crop top, knee high socks, and just plain flats. But no one gave me the memo of it being uniform day. Who the heck came up with uniform day? I got a lot of looks from the students there but that didn't bust my confidence. That was until, Jessica came out of nowhere. Bullied me till I cried, she got everyone to turn their backs on me.

I never got the chance to make friends. THE WORST PART WAS SOME STUPID SHIT HAPPENED TO MY PHONE AND DELETED ALL MY CONTACTS AND I NEVER GOT TO TEXT MY OLD FRIENDS!!! Best friends in fact. Jessica and her group of friends were different, it wasn't the cliche mean girls, but those nine magcon guys were there, they were part of her group. They worshipped  her, treated her like a queen, they kissed the ground she walked on, I'm not sure why because right off the bat it looked like a box of crayons gang banged her face, and her hair was obviously fake so, I don't know what she was going for there.

After the first day I came home, I was telling myself that it could get better, but boy was I wrong... Situations got worse, it went from nasty glares, to name calling, to death notes, and physical abuse. Till this day I still have the pain in my ribs. I think. They were the cowards that they are and hit me, forced almost, like under her spell. After sophomore year Jessica had moved throughout the summer and that left the nine guys to bully me.

I thought we would have a Chance at being friends after she moved but i was wrong. I guess I was too afraid to stand up for myself. Daily beatings, after school. It was a routine. They made me believe that I should just leave the earth, kill myself. Their words hurt, I tried to not let it get to me. After awhile I started to believe the things they were saying. The whole school was against me, what did I do to deserve this?

Was I slut? I don't know but I wasn't a virgin. Was I fat? I guess My portions were bigger then others. Was I ugly? I might've needed a bit make up. Was I stupid? I guess I should've payed attention in class. Was i beautiful? I guess I should've had the confidence.

Until next time,
        M.T

Well hopefully you've enjoyed the first chapter!! -jillianne