It's been 3 weeks, and I haven't heard nor seen Rosie, in a long time.
I have just been with Mia.
To me, Mia is sweet, she's been spoiling me, we've been going to her Bar, drinking, having fun (if you know what I mean). She actually makes me feel better, it is, in fact, weird without Rosie.
Life without Rosé has been a puzzle that has a missing piece, I'm not sad or anything, because I'm a man, I shouldn't cry all day thinking about someone who cheated on me. But, she probably had her own reason to why she did it, and I wonder if it is because of me, I also wo-
Mia: Hello! you zoning out! EARTH TO BRUNO!
Me: Sorry, I uhh, I.
Mia: Whatever, I don't care. What you and I should care is Rosie texting me and calling me about where I am and about you!
Me: About me? She still thinks about me? What did she say about me?!
I realized the disappointment in Mia's face.
Me: Sorry *kisses cheek* tell me about everything.
Mia: Right. I have been ignoring her for a while....because you know...us. Rosie, she is my friend, I can't ignore her. And you know, well ofcourse you do-
Me: Look at me. We are together now, so stop worrying about Rosé and me, everything was in the past and she cheated.
Mia: Right. Again. SO, should we tell her about us? The truth? That me and you are dating. She told me that she misses you and she wants to see you and talk to you, she misses waking up by your side every morning, and she knows that deep in your heart, you still care.
I don't know how to respond to that, but Rosé is right, I deeply do care, 50 percent I do, but the other 50 actually wants me to do better and stick with Mia, she helped alot.
Me: Honestly Mia, the 50 percent of me still thinks about Rosie, I mean, every single day that I have spent with her was amazing, and to see her cheat like our relationship wasn't special is crazy. The other 50 actually likes you, wants to explore more...about us, you make me feel better.
Mia: I can't be your second option. It's either we tell Rosé or I'm done.
I know what you are thinking, I should end things with Mia, but no. Mia has liked me before I even knew Rosé was around. Before we even met. I like Mia.
Bruno: We tell Rosé.
Mia: Are you sure? I can't have you tell me you miss her after telling her...
Bruno: Look at me! I like you, me and you are a couple, I am your boyfriend, you may not be Rosie, but you are truthful, loyal, beautiful and caring.
I like you Mia, and I promise that I am done with Rosé.
Mia: Sure, I'm gonna text her to meet up with us.
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Mia: Okay! Here we are!
So, Mia, Rosé and I have decided we are gonna talk in a private restaurant.
Rosé: Brunie.
Me: Rosie- Rosé.
This is going to be hard.
Mia: Let's talk. But let's order first.
Rosé: Yeah, uhm, let's do that
*nervously laughs*.
So, we ordered our food.
Mia: Listen Rosé, I have something important to tell you...
Rosé: So do I, and same goes to Bruno.
Mia: Me first. So, here I go *sighs*. I love you..as a friend, and you are super Important to me, but you I have not been honest about me, I knew Bruno, before you, I have a bar called Lovey Miaz. I have seen him book private rooms in the bar, and I've always found him attractive, everytime I would see Bruno with you, I get shaky, I get nervous, because I was interested, when you broke up with Bruno, it was never my intention to be with Bruno afterwards, I'm not a ex hopper, I felt bad for Bruno, and you know me, so we went out and he liked and I liked it. He kissed me first, and I enjoyed it so much, I like Bruno, so so much, and I don't care if you hate the fact that I've always had a thing for Bruno. Okay maybe, I should've told but YOU AND BRUNO WERE TOGETHER! I am so sorry, Rosé, I know you love him, and he still too, but he likes me and I am the better choice.
Rosé: What? I this a joke! Am I a joke!?
Mia: No you are-
Rosé: SHUT UP! *starts crying hectically* I have never felt so mad before! YOU KNEW THAT I ALWAYS HAVE LOVED BRUNO SINCE THE DAY ME AND HIM MET BUT YOU STILL HAD THE AUDACITY TO SLEEP WITH HIM, KISS HIM! I am so stupid, you were never my friend, you SLUT! I- I- I.
Me: Rosie, calm down. Breathe. Listen to me.
Rosé: *Breathes in and out*. OKAY, oou, I'm calm.
Me: Great. Rosie, uhm, Rosé. I love you, I still do, but you cheated on me, I don't know why you did, but there was a reason. Mia, she has made me feel better out of kindness. I made the first move, so don't be mad at her, it wasn't her intention to be with me after the breakup, I kissed her first and I made it sexual. Me and Mia are in a relationship, you and Mia have been friends for so long, and have never fought over a guy, and I don't want to be the one that ruins your guy's friendship. I like Mia, and you chose to be with Gavin. I think about you almost all the time. But, I need to get over...you.
Rosé: I need to go. But it was nice seeing you two, bye.
Mia: That went well.
Me: Let's go.
Mia: Home?
Me: Yeah.
Rosé: Hey Bruno!
Me: Mia, wait in the car for me.
Mia: Got it!
Me: Yeah?
Rosé: *Kisses me slowly and long* I love you, and I will always be waiting for you, I cheated because you are my first love, I was confused and stupid, and I should've have never done that, probably my biggest mistake, it is. But, I love you, Goodbye my love.
Me: *Kissed back*, Rosé, I am in love with you, but I just *cries* I can't forget how you broke my heart. I love you and I miss you, but I started to like Mia, because she made me feel better but all I needed was you to make me feel better not her and-
Rosé: Bye, you will be fine. *Walks away*
Me: *whispers* I love you.
How do I escape from promising someone that I would never leave them after seeing the person I am in love with?
*Runs to Mia*
Me: I need to go...to rent a place for my own. I need to have space, yeah. Space.
Mia: Oh? Should I just leave your clothes at my place and you-
Me: Yeah, I need to go.
And so I rent a place and it's about 1 in the morning and I am still thinking about Rosie's kiss, it what I have been wanting, I feel euphoria and that euphoria feeling can't go.
So I need to call her.
Rosé: Rosie here.
Me: Come to me, I rented a place, come over now.
Rosé: Bruno. I am tired, I cant-
Me: I'm coming.
*So I do*
Rosé: What is your problem? I thought we are done, what about Mia?Where is she? YOUR girlfriend?
Me: YOU ARE MY GIRLFRIEND! Tonight, you are mine.
Rosé: GET ME OUT OF THIS CAR. I am not sleeping with my friends boyfriend.
Me: Yes you are.
