Am I crazy?
"At the leavingoment, I felt the so-called Freedom, the time I have wasted, the life that can't be brought back, the memories of the past, I don't want to think about it anymore." -FUCKING HUANG ZI TAO
*Jist of Zi.Tao's new song and mv
Am I crazy?
I feel so much sadness I can't think of nothing else to do. I don't even know what to feel. I feel so numb of too much hurtness penetrating in me.
Am I crazy?
Please people, it's Huang Zi Tao's life. He can do anything he wants since he was out of Exo and he does not belong to SM ent anymore. I should just accept that right?
I felt dying when I saw his MV.
T.A.O.
One of my friends told me, "You should be angry with him now! He was effortlessly hurting any EXO-L!!"
And I am like, "He didn't even mention EXO in the song, it didn't come out from his mouth that..that..he hate them. That he was happy to leave. That now he was free from them. That he would not want to think about the past with the. That he did regret wasting his time in the past with them. He didn't even say--"
"Fuck you. Wake up." he shot.
And then there, I am crying my heart out for an hour or two just by listening to his song. It's dumb for me to even listen, alright. But I have loved him. I love him. I am loving him, And I will still love him.
Am I crazy?
Am I even clear?
But still, EXO. Our OT9. I feel so..so devastated and frustrated for them. It's like they were shot by a gun multiple times, I can't even say the name of my bias who left, I am feeling so low of myself, of us, of him.
while our, Happy Virus, our Happiness delight yet posted,
[TRANS] Chanyeol Insagram Update
"It feels so frustrating to go through so many hard times and hold so much anger, right? We will hug you, we will comfort you. So please believe in us. From now on let's just see the good things and say the good words. You will remember words, right? We will make your heart in ease and make you feel the love."
[TANSBY:] Wendysunbae
Thank God for PCY. Thank God for Park fcking Chanyeol. Yoda, kamsahamnida~ Saranghaeyo~
I don't know but, mu mind was saying I should be angry at him. But then, I'll ask myself.. Wae? Why would I be?
Can somebody please tell me, what to feel..whay to believe in..what to hold on to?
I am so fucking wasted I can't even move.
But, yeah, Our OT9 is still there, loving and comforting us, willing to fulfill their promises and perform with wide smiles on their faces.
Plus, Yixing have been showing his abs off. /leblushfuriously/ With his heartstopping #HIPTHRUSTYHENBITINGHISTSHIRT move. I am a shattered and then here comes Dyo's biceps. And his arms his fucking arms his sleeveless arms for fucking bubbletea's sake!
I am all torned up.
#YGspeaks
