Finding Myself

Chapter 2: Jason: A horrific decision

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A few minutes passed with me drowning in my sorrows. Then I had an idea. I had no choice but to call him –Jason. He was a fairy and he could teleport. I could use him and avoid this month’s and next month’s “problem”, however he was into…rough things.   But he’s the only one who would be able to reach me right where I am. He was the only person I could ask and even though I might regret m decision later at least I did not have to endure this tension next month. I sighed.

I got up and took a deep breath.” I can do this” I thought to myself.

I heard a knock on the door. When I opened it I found my dad with uniforms in his hand.

“I know you have just arrived but there’s school tomorrow,” he said with a little smile on his face.

I took them from his hands and said, “Uniforms…really?” holding it up in disgust. Things could not get worst.

“Oh and you are required to join at least two clubs, one of which has to be sport related,”

You have got to be kidding me I thought. “Umm …ok thanks then,” I said closing the door before he could get another word in.

The uniform consisted of a white shirt, a maroon pleated and checkered skirt with a tie to match.

I sighed and put it in the cupboard and began to unpack my clothes.

The next morning a knock on the door and a shout to wake up got me away from my dreamless sleep. I quickly went into the bathroom and took a shower. I put on the uniform and twirled in the mirror. So it was not that bad. I put my hair in a bun and headed out.

I went towards the kitchen. I had to eat because I could not add to my hunger.  My brothers were already dressed in their uniform which was similar to mine except they wore pants.

”Can’t girls wear pants?” I asked.

Damien who was sitting at the table said, “Good morning,”

I rolled my eyes and said,” Good morning and can you like answer the question now,”

One of the twins replied, “Morning and no its not allowed,”

I really needed to know their names.

“So how do I tell you guys apart?” I asked grabbing a pancake.

“You don’t,” said one of the twins and he was quickly shoved by the other one, who smiled and said, “Ignore him I’m Kunai, but I go by KJ and Kaeden here,” he said slapping his brother behind his head,” Goes by Kade,”

Kade just stood glaring at him.

“You can’t really tell us a part, you just have to know,” KJ said shrugging his shoulder.

“Urgh,” I said, my mouth filled with pancakes. We all continued eating. The silence was not too heavy but it was not comfortable either.

My phone beeped. It was a message from Jason. 

Jason: -grins- I know you want me babe….so I’ll be with you in two hours.

Me: Want you ….please not even in my wildest dreams

Jason: maybe not but you sure do in my wildest dreams…and now

I rolled my eyes.

Me: Text me when you get there. I will be at school.

Jason: so where we going to this

ME: we’ll find a place

Jason: k

I went to my room and brushed my teeth and then went back downstairs.

“So can any of you drive,” I asked.

“Nope” Damien replied, “but I'm getting my license soon,”

“Leo takes us where we want to go,” KJ said. “He’s the driver,”

We went out side and Leo was there waiting for us. I sat by the window blocking out the boys and their bickering. KJ took me to the office where I got my schedule. According to it, I had French when Jason should be arriving.  I asked someone directions to my class and when I reached the door I opened it.

The teacher who was talking stopped and I felt everyone’s eyes on me.

“Oh yes…I had a new student,” he said. “I am Mr. Deluch your English teacher and welcome,” “Would you like to introduce yourself,”

I faced the class and said, “My name’s Alex and I used to go to Uviles Boarding School,” I turned back to face the teacher. He directed me to a sit by the window. Perfect.

After that class I had French and luckily, I did not have to change classrooms. I got up and introduced myself fluently in French. I wanted the teacher to think that I was I nice good French student because I wanted her to excuse me from the class. My phone vibrated. I looked at the message.

Jason: I am out side

I raised my hand and asked to be excused to use the bathroom, once again in fluent French. She excused me and I left the room.

I walked quickly down the halls and luckily I met no one.

I sensed Jason behind the school. I walked towards him.

“Jason,” I said nodding my head at him.

“Hey gorgeous ready for the time of your life,” he said grinning opening his arm indicating that I should come into them.

I ignored the invitation. “Can we get this over with?”

He grew serious. “You know how I do right?” he said. “I ‘m not going to change just because its you,”

My heart gave a jolt and I squeezed the fear back down and said with a tight smile, “I know,”

He gave a grin and rubbed his hands together, “

I ‘m going to have so much fun,” “You should expand your horizons and probably you would enjoy it too,”

He staked towards me, grabbed my hair and yanked my head backwards and gave me a rough kiss bruising my lips. He began to grope me, squeezing me tightly. Then he pushed me away.

“If you did not bring extra clothes …you should take these off,”

I took off my clothes, my mind in turmoil. What had I gotten myself into?

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