Bruises and Honey Bees

WHO DO I WANT TO SEE?

I cleaned my room out setting up all my electronics and put all pf my okd clothes into a bag putting all of my clothes away. I left my pictures up and I ask dad if he can drive me to my apartment to pick up tye rest of my stuff. He said yes and thats what we just got done doing. Posters, pictures, and other small things.

My room now is perfect for me, the walls completely covered by my own personal pictures and posters of many different things. The bed now have my sheets and blankets and tons of pillows. The room now pulled together I decide to go down stairs and eat breakfeast still in my pajamas.

I pour myself a bowl of plain honey nut Cheerios. It's not that I don't like milk, I just never really drank it so it just tastes weird to me now. I pull out my cracked phone and check it tyrning it on and to my surprise I recive a million messages from everyone.

How the helk did everyone find out about what happened?... oh yeah it was probably all over the news then all over tumblr use as someones rant about how guys get raped too because they have nothing better to do then show people who know there wrong that they are wrong.

They were mostly from Kanaya, she was like a mom to me and Karkat even though we're all around the same age. No wonder should would be worried. Huh... Karkat... My best friend since we were wigglers. Our dads were best friends so it wasn't a surprise when we started hanging outp. I smile at the thought of his concerned face. The way the hard shell he hid behind would collapse every time I got hurt.

He really did care even when he didn't show it. Hes weird like that, always acting tough even if he was just as sensitive as the rest of us. Anyone as close to him as me wpuld be abke to see past it. I unlock my phone hoping none of the glass shards cut my finger and I check my messages.

I was slightly right almost everyone contacted me except for ED (eridan). A dick who never gives a shit about anyone but himself and his current girl friend Fef (feferi). I dated Fef back in high school it was a small crush she was really popular and I was a lonely nerd so one thing lead to another and eridan of course got super jealous, I think thats why he doesn't like me even though we dated each other in middle school. Hes still king of dicks no madder what anyone says. Oh and fef isn't the bitchy type of popular like virsk (vriska) she was nice and I believe thats part of the reason I was flushed for her.

Even strider (dave) texted me 'dude u ok? I heard wat happened I just want 2 make sure' seriously who the fuck hasn't heard what happened? It just happened last night and now everyone knows. I seriously need to talk to someone about this.

Oh hey they both want to see me, but who should I hang with? Dave or Karkat??? I mean Kk is fun to hand with but he'll just plague me with 'I told you so's for staying with the guy. Dave is really cool to hang with too, but he probably won't know what to say or do and it would just be very awkward..

It is now 10:56 a whole 30 minutes later and I still don't know what I'm going to do. Being unproductive is one of my pet peeves but in a time like this maybe I just need to think? Ya. Think. Oh I got it! I'll hang out with them both! That way I won't have to pick, they get along good so what could go wrong?