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Have you ever thought to yourself that "I am scared",but you never actually thought about what you mostly scared about.I did on July.28th 2015 at 11:20,i thought to myself what am i scared of...............DING!.It was like a light bulb popped aboved my head .I was scared of losing the thing i love the most the thing i would die for.

My name is Ali or Alissa Jean Malott.I am 13 years old and on july 28 i relized what i was scared of now im gonna tell you my life story the ups and down the rights and wrong the goods and bads.

Ok so my life began on september 21 2002.My mom was still in collage and i didnt have a dad he left.Lets fast forward a bit..................................Ok so now i am about 5-7.My mom had started dating this guy fell in love with him,and got married.He started getting on drugs real bad he beat my mom and they argued alot.

After awhile they divorced.I was happy as an only child until they day my little brother came along.I felt that i would be forgotten,but i learned real fast that it wasnt the case.

When i started school after a long nice summer.I started getting bullied to the point i would hide during school and cry wishing i was a differnt person that one day they will see me differnt and regret all the things they made fun of my about like my hair,how skinny i was,my clothes,me not having a dad,my mom.They all hurt but i manged to stick up for myself.

I eneded up really hurting a girl who told me i should kill myself.I didnt.After awhile i moved schools.

I was at a new school i wasnt gonna mess this up.I started thinking over myself were i was better than every one.That changed when a girl started bullying me there,but i was fine.Once i hit fifth grade i met my dad for the first time.i didnt wanna forgive him but i had to.when i hit 6th grade i felt ok life was going smooth

Lets talk about now.Im turning 13 now.I feel down most the time.Theres a boy he is amazing.I fell in love with him.I met my best friend its justt perfect.


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