I'm not really sure how I'm going to be able to sleep tonight. School is just around the corner and I can't believe that I'm still not asleep. Instead I'm pouring out my thoughts on Wattpad like it's some kind of diary that's always in my pocket.
Besides, this isn't supposed to be in any kind literary format so there's bound to be a vast amount of mistakes, grammar problems, and punctuation issues. This may not even make sense at all to the ones that are reading this. I just hope that I can sleep soon. I just might be able to sleep if it wasn't for the super huge amount of sudden energy I'm having right now. Is not even energy, it's kind of like you're tired but you can't sleep sort of thing.
Silence is a blessing right now though, because I'm worried that people aren't going to read this and find it interesting in the least because I'm just a nobody spouting nonsense on Wattpad because I cannot sleep and I need to do something because of I don't I think I might just go nuts or something. What do you, the audience do when you can't sleep? It's very confusing how sleep works now that I think about it. Like, how does it revive your body and why do we even need sleep in the first place?
I would just like to put out that there might not even be anybody out there who would take time to understand what I'm typing but thanks for understanding that this is just a means to let my mind loose. No, I'm not crazy or anything, I'm just sixteen living in a strict household and I can't express my mind or let my family members know what I wanna do or not do because if I do they're gonna whip up a reason as to why it cannot be or that it's not quite to their standards.
I'm the next to youngest in a family of eight plus my nephew that I happen to take care of. I have a ten year old brother that's been spoiled rotten and doesn't know jack squat about manners. It's a total nightmare. I'm not gonna rant though, because it'll make me sound like I've got the worst life in the world and that it's terribly selfish of me to complain. I'm a Capricorn so I'm very grateful and optimistic about most things that happen to me whether it's good or bad.
I have what's called a blessing and a curse. I'm so very nice to everybody I come across, unless they're complete idiots that want attention. When I was little, I was taught how to be respectful to everyone unless they're the kind that people that might harm you in any way. Basically, if they're nice talk to them, but if they're not, try to ignore them. I'm a nervous wreck when it comes to dating, although I don't express it to the person that I like. I'm that kind of person that's very sociable and easy to be around. People can just speak their mind and I would just listen. I'm a very nice person and it gets in the way sometimes.
