Be Love

10.

Truth or Dare

Sorry for errors

Tasha

"So you tellin me neither of these niggas is willing to get wit you?" I could hear the agitation in her voice. I rolled my eyes. This bitch is stupid.

"Yes. I know Damonte done slept with everybody but he got his head so far up his girl's pussy and Kwon-" I bit my lips just thinking about how fine he is. She hasn't seen him in years in person. That man done filled out and don't look like the little scrawny boy he used to be. "He's always with her so I can never seem to catch him alone. I'm trying I really am. But remind me why I'm doing this for you again?"

I lay back in my bed picking at my fresh full set acrylics. The lady did her thing with this one. I know why I'm doing this, but it's so childish and dumb. Besides, me agreeing to become her stalker was only to benefit me. I've always had a thing for Raekwon. And this was supposed to be my chance at getting with him. But if I have to be honest, we didn't know he was going to in a whole ass relationship when I came here.

And dare I say it, but he genuinely looks happy. And here I am trying to ruin a good thing. Do I feel bad, yes I do now. Kianna doesn't deserve this, Chantel doesn't deserve this. They actually seem like real down to earth chicks.

"You know why. If I could've done it myself I would have." I sighed, mocking what she said to myself.

"Well you ass should've just came with me then." I don't care anymore. Trying for almost a month is ridiculous. And I'm not even interested anymore. My eyes and feelings are on someone else. My mind wanders to my baby. Trey.

I begin to smile as I think of the first time we met. He was so sweet. His smile, his goofiness, the way he treats me. You would've thought we had years behind us. My smile immediately starts to turn upside down, the thought of me hurting him. He's such a good guy. The things he's shared with me, the things we've shared together, all for nothing.

"Did you hear me? I know you hear me, cuz I can hear you breathin." I snap back to reality hearing my so called best friend yelling at me.

"Yea I heard you." I really didn't. But it's always the same conversation. At this point I'm wasting my time calling.

"Ok Tash do what you got do, give me like, a few weeks and I'll be there." My eyes popped and I sat up in the bed quickly.

"Ok. See you then." I through the phone down and flopped back. Fuck my life.

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Kianna

Back on the road again, me being the passenger princess and my baby driving us back home. I laid the seat back and snuggled up in my blanket while he held my hand. With our fingers intertwined, he raised them kissing the back of mine. I glanced up at him as he peeled his eyes from the road for a split second to wink at me.

"Don't do that babe." I squeezed my thighs together. Instant water works. He chuckled lightly, switching lanes to take our last exit.

"Another 45 minutes and we'll be home." He gripped the steering wheel and adjusted himself in his seat. I looked down to see a bulge in his sweats.

"Finally. Next time we gotta fly. Driving is cool and all but damn." I sighed deeply, never taking my eyes off of him.

"You not even the one driving so why you complainin?" He smirked and I looked down to see my hand moving towards his lap.

Now resting over his hard bulging pants, I feel the heat generating from it with a slight pulse. My first instinct was to give it a squeeze. I felt the truck swerve.