Homeless.... (R5 fanfic)

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The brisk wind hit my face as I woke up and looked around nobody was there so I quietly stood up and left the dark alley where I had slept last night I started walking getting strange and disgusted looks from people I hugged myself and rubbed my arms to try and keep warm I found a dumpster near by and looked through it until I found something I could eat...yes I know it's gross but, it's either this or starve to death...I kept walking I had no destination I just walk to pass time...I sat down on a street curb and watched as the cars drove by and children laughing at the park across the street I smile to myself but it slowly fades as I look down at my wrist and pull up the sleeve of my light wind breaker and look at all the cuts on my wrist a tear fell from my eye as I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small knife and slid it across my skin and pain immediately hit my wrist i did this 2 or 3 times and blood slowly seeped from the slits on my wrist I smiled down and my bleeding arm and pulled my sleeve back over my wrist and stuck my knife back into my worn out jeans pocket and got up and started walking again...