Tear In My Heart: Ashton Irwin AU

1.7 Probably my last

It was the day.

Possibly my last.

My shoes clanked against the pavement as Ashton led me into the building.

We sat patiently in the waiting room, but my grip on his hand never loosened. He pressed a kiss to my temple, but his attention was put elsewhere as a certain brother walked through the front doors.

His shoes came to a stop as he stared at us, shock filling his expression.

They were arguing, but I tuned it out, not wanting to remember them like this.

Instead I took in every detail of Ashton, soon listening to what was going on.

He was out of this world. A force not to be reckon with, yet all at the same time, he was ethereal.

My brother never followed the rules. He never ever thought to shut his overly sized mouth, which was unfortunate for me. "Your mom told me I was twice the man you are last night." He said with a smirk.

Ash countered that with a flare in his gaze that would've shot down an confidence I had at alarming speed. "Well, I don't remember sleeping with your mom," he leant closer so that his tone could be hushed to a whisper, "but your sister calls me daddy all night long."

I sucked in a breath, my cheeks flared red as Luke shifted his gaze to my crimson face.

He gawked at Ashton, who wore a smug look upon his beautiful features.

"You fucked my sister?" He whispered, not able to believe that something like that would happen.

Ashton nodded, "many times." I slapped his arm, but Luke was already fuming.

"You are the reason all of this happened, if it wasn't for you, she would be healthy. You hurt her." He screeched.

Ashton was unsuspecting of the reaction, so he spoke quickly. "That's bullshit and you know it. Hannah was born with her disorder."

Luke looked at me with pity. "I left tour for this?" He said accusingly. "You are here with him?"

I gulped uncomfortably, looking between both of the two guys. I nodded, there was no point in lying to either of them.

Tears were streaming down my face like a river of unaddressed emotion. Everything I had felt in the past two months built together, broke through the dam that protected me.

It rushed over me, drowning me in myself.

I internally screamed for help, but no one heard me, no one knew.

I was silent.

I was mute.

Nothing left my sore throat.

"Luke, please. I am going to be in surgery soon. Please." I pleaded, voice cracked on every other word.

He looked absolutely disgusted with me or with Ashton, I was unsure.

Luke took a shaky step back, turning his frown into a deep grimace.

"Is this just a joke to you?" He pointed at me expectantly.

I shook my head immediately, earning a scoff from him.

"I don't even know why I bothered showing up here."

And then he was gone.

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Dedicated to fivesauceidk aka Ren bc she's BAEE.

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-Skylar