the victim of the system

I.

Dear present me: 

I think that this is a good idea. I also happen to think that it's really clever of you to organize your thoughts into glass jars in your mind in infinite hallways to roam endlessly.

I understand that you do not wish to go back to the person you were before, and that this scares you. But I think it's time to understand that you can't escape who you are, and that your mask has fallen. 

You cannot erase what happened to you, because this unfortunately has made you who you are. 

I think it would be smart if you sit down, give yourself a pep talk, and accept that the Cosmos will not make it easier on you if you pretend that you are fine, and that everything is okay, because in the end you are the one who ends up a) hurt b) confused c)depressed d) all of the above, so I guess there is nothing to lose.

don't lose yourself,

valentine

xx