This is my life

Prologue

Night time really is silent. I could only hear the sound of crickets. I could feel the cold air brushing my skin. How peaceful is. I wonder what would happen tomorrow. Would it still be an ordinary day like today or something extraordinary.

As I lay my head into my soft pillow, a lot of "what ifs" were running into my mind so as regrets. I start to imagine things that I want to have in my upcoming future. Happy life..... Loving family... A successful business.... How wonderful it is to have such wonderful life. 

I wonder... Why do love exist when all it gives you pain and makes you plant hatred deep into your heart? Why is it hard to find true happiness? Why do you need to be successful in life? All those questions in my mind makes me dizzy. Love. Happiness. Success. I want them. I need them so badly.

So, this is my life