Raped -)(Cameron Dallas)(-

1; Travel Secrets

[Edited]

Lily's POV

"Nash let's go!" Jaymee yells. Nash and Hayes run downstairs,"You're coming?" I ask Hayes. "He begged. Don't think I want him there."Nash sighs, Hayes smiles.

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As I had my head on Nash's lap and Jaymee was playing with Hayes in the back, my wondered off and I couldn't control my mind.

~flashback~

"I'm Nash. Did he hurt you?" I whimpered,"No....But what if I'm pregnant?"

Nash sighed and gave me a hug. "You can come stay with me until you find a place to stay. You'll be fine, you're not going to be pregnant, ok?"

~end of flashback~

Something in the corner of my eyes and I snap back into it. Nash brushes his lips over my cheek and smiles down at me.

"Are we a thing?" I ask Nash. "We will never be a thing Lily, but that doesn't mean I can't kiss you."

That's actually exactly what it means.

"Why not? Why won't we be a thing?" He smiled at me. "Because I love you so much if we broke up. I would just...die."

He lifted me up onto his shoulder and my eyes started to fall. "You sleepy?" Nash asks laughing. I smile at him and shake my head, "Pshh, no!"

∘2 hours later∘

"Wake the fuck up! We're here sleepy babies!" I opened my eyes and Nash was still peacefully asleep.

"Nash wake up." I say lightly shaking him. Nash opens his eyes and sighs. "I wish I could stay like this forever." I blushed and shake my head, he always make me feel this way.

"Well I don't so get up!" Hayes says pulling me up. "You're ridiculous bro." Nash says slapping the back of Hayes' head.

Jaymee runs out of the section where her and Hayes were sitting. She walks up to Nash and puts her arms up for Nash to pick her up.

Nash picks her up and and we all walk to a sign that said NASH GRIRE with our luggage.

"Are you Nash Grire?" I try not to laugh,"It's actually  Grier." He stares at Nash. "I don't care just get in the limo."

Right when we get in the limo Jaymee starts crying.

"Oh my god not again!" Hayes said hitting his head. "Shut up she's two!" She keeps crying and crying. "Give her to me." I say.

Right when she touches my shoulder she stops. It was 9:00 p.m it was past her bedtime, so eventually she falls asleep.

"We're here!" The driver says over the intercome. Nash gets his and my bags since I'm holding Jaymee.

"It says room 43. That's the first floor." Nash says. We all walk to the desk. "What do you want?"

"A room you idiot." Hayes says. I kick Hayes. "Room 43 please." She hands me the card and smiles then glares at Hayes.

We walk down the hall to room 43, I put the card over the scanner and walk in. All the boys were on their phones.

"Hey who's that wittle baby?"  A guy with a bandana asks. "I'm Taylor by the way." He says not breaking eye contact with Jaymee.

"I'm Lily, the baby is Jaymee, she's my sister." I lie.

"I'm Nash and this is my little brother, Hayes."

Everyone introduces themselves and they all seem ok I guess.

I have my eyes on Jack G, Taylor, and the guy in the corner that just got up. "I'm Cameron."

No no no no no. It's him. I'm positive. I'm completely positive. I fake smile and shake his hand.

"Ok I guess we will see you guys in the morning. Hayes your with me." Shawn says. Hayes fist bumps him and everyone leaves.

"It was him." Nash says right away. Oh my god he noticed. I can't right now, "Lily, calm down. Now, calm down please..."

~flashback~

I was dancing on the dance floor fully aware not a drop of alcohol in me. Sylvia grabs me by the arm.

She's wasted! She's the driving me home though. "Drink this, it's not alcohol." I take the cup, skeptical.

"Swear on our tree." She slurs. "Your drink Sylv. You can't make a promise that big right now."

"Swear on our tree babe!" She runs off with a guy that she's not dating and leaves me alone in the crowd.

I trust Sylvia, so if she says it's not alcohol, it's not alcohol.

I drink the water and start to feel a little dizzy.I was yelling dancing grinding on random people. "Hey girl. Let's kiss!" I grabbed a girl and we roughly started making out on some couch.

Then something pulled me upstairs into a room. He locked the door and took off all his clothes.

He pushed me on a bed and kissed my neck and body. He ripped off my my shirt and skirt. "Hey stop that!" I say giggling.

I see the perfect white teeth in the dark and smile. He ripped my bra and undies off.

"Wait stop it." I say giggling. He kissed the inside of my legs getting closer and closer.

Until he flipped me over and put it in. "Stop!!" I say seriously. He punches my back,"Stop squirming and I won't hurt you!"

I struggled against him and kept trying to move my arms around, I kicked and screamed and nothing seemed to work.

It was like I was in a plastic box and no one could hear or see me.

"What are you doing!?" A guy lunges at the guy on top of me and I start to scream.

I curl into a ball and scream, I don't know if anyone can hear me.

I cry really hard and scream even harder, I have my hands over my ears and I squeeze my eyes shut.

~end of flashback~

"Please snap out of it Lily please." I opened my eyes and saw Nash with Jaymee in his arms.

He tucked her in and ran over to me," You had another flashback. I think this one was really bad." I nodded.

"I'll be back." I say. Nash gets up,"Nash I'm fine I promise." I say pecking his lips.

I walk out to the elavator and press the rooftop button. I sit down and get on my twitter.

'I love you @lilyfrommagcon so don't go to far' Nash tweeted. I laughed, 'And leave you, hell no!@nashstwitter'

The elavator door opens and I sit at the edge of the roof. Most people say they would never do it, but it's soothing.

The beautiful sky, the breeze, and of course the view. "You come out here too?" I turn around and see Cameron.

Ugh. He takes off his hoodie and puts it on me. He has on a regular white tank and he shivers.

"I have a feeling you don't like me." He says smiling and sitting next to me. "I don't." I say getting up.

I'm going for it.

"July 4th 2013, you raped a girl, an innocent girl that was sweet and loving. She had a child, you weren't there. She always asks 'wheres daddy?' and the girl just says 'he's coming' but in reality he's not. You destroyed a life that night. That girl was me!"

I threw his jacket down from the roof just because.

A/N

I don't know what I'm doing.