my cuts

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The next morning I woke up and had a massive headache. It was pretty early and I didn't wanna go to the gym but I knew I had to. I felt Kyle's arm wrapped around me and noticed that we were cuddling , I smiled and hot out the bed , I walked out His room and went to the bathroom and looked for his mouth wash and rinsed my mouth out . I went back into his room and grabbed my phone and kissed kyle on the cheek and grabbed my shoes and left .

Kyle's POV

Last night before I went to bed I was shocked about what Lloyd said and was happy , I felt the same way about her but I was with Lexi so I was never really bothered my feelings for her .
I got up out of bed and took my shirt and pants off and went back into bed , I watched t.v for a while and then fell asleep I turned over to the right where Lloyd was and put my arm around her and fell asleep .

It was about 3am and I felt Lloyd get out of bed . I thought she was just going to the bathroom so I didn't ask , when she came back in the room I saw her take her phone and put her shoes on and I felt her kiss me on the cheerrrk . when u heard the bottom door close I jumped out of bed and pit my clothes on and went after her.

Lloyd's pov
As I walked down the street I had a feeling that some one was following me , I stopped and turned around but no one was there . I walked down the street and saw a small metal pole I walked until I reached up to it and quickly grabbed it , and turned around.
"Ok who ever is following me come out and face me like a real man or woman" I said looking around me , then Kyle came out from behind the building and I let out a bug such of relief
"Wtf Kyle ! Why are you following me , you almost killed me !" I shouted
" im sorry , I just wanted to know where you were going and that you were safe " he said reaching for my hand but I pulled my hand away.
"Ok im fine just go back home " I demanded
"Ok fine , just call me when you reach where ever your going " he said looking worried
"Ok bye " I said walking away
When I wasn't the gym there was a note on the mirror , hey Lloyd I won't be at the gym for a couple of weeks maybe 2 weeks sorry I can't make it , ur a fighter Lloyd , don't forget it ftom coach D.
"Ughh , might as well stay since I am already here" I said
After about 30 minutes I stopped and went to the bathroom and washed my face off , got my phone and left . It was 4:50 and I needed to get some sleep so I jogged back to Kyle's house .
When I reached the corner i stopped to take a breather , I saw a black Dodge in the drive way and I knew it wasn't Kyles so it had to be Lexi , I just rolled my eyes and walked down to the house . I was at the steps and opened the door and went upstairs to tell Kyle I was leaving and I needed to get my stuff , I opened the door and saw Kyle fucking Lexi , I quickly closed the door and ran downstairs and to my house . I opened my door ran to my upstairs bathroom and started crying , I had never cried over a guy before and I was angry and jealous and didn't know what to do , I opened the drawer and took out my brothers blade , pulled up my sleeve and started cutting my wrist . I heard the front door open and pulled down my sleeve went to see who it was and it was the last person I want to see and that was Kyle .
"What do you want !" I demanded
"Im sorry you had to see that I thought you were ganna be gone longer" he said , I walked downstairs and opened the door and told him to let himself out. I turned away and headed for the stairs but he grabbed my arm.
"Ouch" I mumbled under my breath but he still heard me
"What is it ? " he asked
" nothing , just let go of my arm your hurting me" I cried , he looked at my arm and pulled up my sleeve and saw my cuts.

Kyle's POV

"Wtf Lloyd !!! What ?! why would you do this to yourself?!?"I demanded but she just pulled her hand away and pulled down her sleeve .
"Wait here " she said as she went upstairs , 5 minutes later she came back downstairs wearing basketball shorts , a plain black T-shirt , and a blue sweater and socks and had my sisters clothes folded up in her hand.
"Here" she said pushing my sisters clothes into my chest " tell your sister I said thanks , know get out"he said looking at the ground . I looked at her and walked away , when I was outside and about to turn around she slammed the door in my face so I just left her alone.I looked through my window and saw that she made breakfast and was watching t.v .
Lexi tried to hmget my attention but I just ignored her
"Babe what is it? Is it that skank Lloyd ? " she asked , I got angry that she said that about Lloyd
"Don't say that about her" I said
"What ? She is , she a little white to " she laughed
"Why are yo so rude and mean Lexi I'm sick and tierd of your bullshit!" I shouted " Were done!!" I said.
Lexi left and I went back to sleep, I woke up 2 hours later and saw Lloyd on her phone laughing so I texted her to come over , I knew she got my message because she stopped smiling . She looked through her window and saw me and she looked pissed I was spying on her , I saw her get up and get her black vans and leave and I knew exactly where she was going .

Lloyd's POV

I got a text from Kyle and I didn't have time for his shit so I left and went to my secret place , it was harder to climb when I was in pain on my arm but I did it anyway . when I got to the roof I saw Kyle sitting on the wall
" how did you get here so fast ?" I said surprised
"I took the fire escape up here " he said "Lloyd I am sorry and I love you" he said , I looked up at him with astonishment
"Wait what?!? I thought you were with Lexi " I said confused
"We broke up this morning " he replied
"I--I love you to Kyle " I said running into his arms and hugging him . we sat there and talked for about 30 min and then left . we went back to his house and went up to his room and he picked me up and carried me to his bed and put me down and kissed me and went down to my neck and made his way down to my stomach. It felt so good but I stopped him and told him I want ready to lose my virginity yet and he understood me , so we cuddled and watched movies together until we fell asleep . I woke but Kyle was still sleeping I got up to go to the bathroom then I came back to lay down and heard Kyle's phone vibrate and it was a text from Lexi.
Lexi:hey baby I'm glad we got back together I miss u and can't wait to see u tmm
Kyle:ok baby see u tmm love u❤
"Hey Lloyd , um whatcha doing with my phone " he asked , I looked at him and threw his phone at him got up and ran to the bathroom . I closed the door and started crying I wiped my eyes and opened the drawers and found a small blade and started cutting my arm I sat there and cryed and cuttung my arm , I stopped and washed my arm off and went back to Kyles room grabbed my phone and left .

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