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Raynes P.O.V.
I could hear the whispers going on in the house...its been a week since I've returned to the pack.
"I though they said she was dead?"
"I feel sorry for her"
"Isnt she Drakes mate? He could do so much better!"
"Can she still....ya know...have sex?"
"I don't know but I would love to find out."
"Oh please, no she can't dumbass. Why do you think she's in a wheel chair?"
"Shhh lower your voice she might hear us."
"I don't know. But I do know men...and men have needs. Eventually Drake is going to need to get some and when she doesn't come though he will turn to whoever. And I will be there with waiting arms."
I stopped paying attention after that was said. I know I wasn't exactly everybody's friend but I wasn't mean to anybody. How could they talk about me like that? And yes I still had feeling...there...but I wish I had my legs back.
Rolling myself over to the dresser I grab onto it and pull my body up into a standing position and look at myself in the mirror attached to the dresser.
I looked down at my legs and moved my body so one foot was in front of the other when the door opened I lost my balance and fell.
"Rayne!!" Drakes voice floated to me. "Are you okay?" He said as he started to grab me to lift me up.
"Don't touch me please." I whispered...this is so embarrassing.
"Baby its alright." He said softly.
"Go away." I said as I started pulling myself over to the wheelchair. After hoisting myself up and into the chair I position my legs and look away from drake as he kneels down in front of me.
"Rayne. Your a beautiful woman. Your my mate. You were made for me. The Moon Godess made this happen for whatever reason. It may not be fair....but something good will come out this. Just wait and see. You may be in a wheelchair but I can we you making a big difference in the world.." Drake said softly as he took my hand in his.
"Drake...I just want to be alone right now."
"Ok" he whispered as he got up and left shutting the door slightly.
That's when I let it all out.
Drakes P.O.V
Leaning up against the door I listened to her cry. She wouldn't let anybody close. It's like she would be shut down around people and smile but it was fake smile. She wasn't happy. She was depressed.
Siding down the door so I was sitting I just listened to her cry.
"Hey man" keygan said as he sat down next to me. "How is she?"
"Honestly...I don't know. She puts on a smile for the public but I think shes depressed. And I think she's just now getting it that she won't ever be able to walk."
Keygan just sat there and listened to me talk. It felt good. I didn't want to talk to Jayson cause he was depressed too and Alpha William was busy...
"Man I think she's in too deep." He said as he stood up.
"What do you mean?" I looked at him.
"I mean she's dwelling on all the negatives about being in a wheelchair and she hasn't even noticed the positives."
"What positive can there possibly be for her? Her dream was to be a dancer keygan."
"But instead of dancer how bout singer? She has an amazing voice. We both know that. The second thing. She's still alive. She could have died man. She should be more appreciative for life she was given. And third she's home. She is here with us. Oh and another thing...." He said getting his back pack. "Here give this to her." He said handing me a mountain dew.
She hasn't had one since he got back. Hasn't really eaten anything either. Ive tried so hard but she won't take anything I offer. Maybe I need to be a little harsher...break it down for her
Grabbing the mountain dew I go in the bedroom and look at her sitting in her wheelchair by the window.
"You know your really selfish! Jayson needs his sister, your father needs to know his daughter is still alive and I need you. I need you to look at me and smile a real smile. I need you to eat. I need you to be happy. And your not happy. I have tried giving you space but that isn't working. Look at me." I said looking at her.
Once my eyes meet hers I start again. "Your depressed. And you have every right to be but how about try thinking of some positives that this accident made happen. You can't dance anymore but you can sing. Your still alive by some miracle. And your home. Your here with me. Am I not enough to make you happy? Here at least drink this. It may not be food but it has sugar and it will at least keep your blood sugar ok." I said handing her the soda.
Looking at her I see a faint smile. "I haven't had a mountain dew since I was taken..." She said opening the cap and taking a sip. Smiling softly she looked at me and said "thank you."
"Don't thank me, thank keygan. It was his idea."
"Well tell him thank you."
"Your welcome" he said in the doorway.
Raynes P.O.V.
"Hey keygan." I said smiling softly.
"So I got a question." He said smiling.
"What's that?"
"What happened on you and drakes first date? It's been bugging me ever since her came home all blushing and shit."
Looking at drake and seeing him blush like crazy I start busting out laughing. Oh I miss my boys....its good to be home.
