Hello again Diary,
My name is Luke Brooks and I have been in the group Janoskians since 2012. Well I was anyway.
It was all going so so well I'm not too sure what happened but one day everything turned to shit. It all happened so fast as if I had been living in a dream these past years. I miss it and I wish I could go back and change it.
I feel as though it is my fault we spit up, mum thinks I took it the hardest out of all of the boys. I sit around in my room doing nothing, reminiscing of what used to be and how I used to live. I feel empty without the boys.
Although we said it was a mutual decision to split I really did not want to but the boys want to open a new chapter of their lives whereas I cannot get past the last one.
Beau has moved out and bought his own house, he works full time now. Jai is a tattoo artist, Daniel works part time and so does James.
Mum called me today to say that jai said the boys want me to go to a support group, they all patronize me but I will go to please them, all I ever want to do these days is please other people.
The other day I stumbled across a video that I had edited, the one where we announced our split. I sat and watched it and sobbed the whole way through. 'Together forever' we said. What bullshit, nothing lasts forever.
Anyways that's all for now
Luke
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Fate - A Luke Brooks fanfic
RandomWhen Luke's career hits rock bottom he spirals out of control and becomes depressed. At a support group he meets a girl who changes his views on the world. Is it fate?
