“yeah good they did a few test and i need to go back tomorrow for the results” he just nodded with a sad face. i looked back down at the boys and asked “who want to go in the pool”
“yeah” leo replied
“no” lewis replied
that is all leo and lewis said lately. leo would answer everything with no and lewis would answer everything with yes. “ok, I'm going to take that as a yes” i held one of hand each and we walked into their bedroom. as i did i winked at luke. i got the twins changed and we all went into the pool. the next morning i woke up early from a phone call. it was doctor ho again calling to talk to me “hello its doctor ho, can i speak to jessica please?”
“um yes speaking”
“hi jessica. your test result came back this morning. would you like to come in so we can discuss you results?”
“yes i would. ah what time should i come in?”
“come in between the next hour or two please”
“ok i will leave now. thank you”
“thank you jessica good bye” and she hung up. i slowly got out of bed trying hard not to wake luke. when i walked passed the boys room i checked on them. they were still fast asleep so i left for the doctors. when i got there as soon as i walked into the waiting room doctor ho was waiting there for me. “come in jessica” i walked over into her room. i sat down know that it was bad news.“so all your test results came back this morning and” she paused “they all came back positive to breast cancer” i took a deep breath in out. it was too much a shock but i was still really freaked out. she told me all about treatments, side affects, every single thing down to the last detail. as she held up on of my scans, she said
