WHY?? (song I wrote)

WHY??

I sit alone on a park bench, not caring whose around.

I curl up in a little ball and let my tears flow out.

Nobody cares to stop to ask the simple word why..

I ask myself every morning and night why am I this why am I that...

Everyday in school I get picked on for my style, my weight, and height

Now I'm on my hands and knees in my room praying to God asking him question after question

Why am I ugly?

Why am I fat?

Why am I short?

Why does nobody want me?

Why am I even here?

Finally there is a knock at my door asking to come in.

I open the door, your arms surround me.

Your saying please don't leave me as I go to end this world

We argue back and forth, you say you love me

But sadly it's to late, I'm already on the floor gone from the world.

Your screaming why then you find my note.

**Here you go to who ever finds my note.

I wasn't loved I barely even spoke.

Now I'm going and moving on why should you care. 

If you truly loved me I would be right there.

Tell everyone I said goodbye.

 Aren't you proud of me?

 I finally did something right.**

As you cried on the floor, my parents came running in.

You gave them the note and helpped them with their suffering

You all ask one bit question......

Why?