Bittersweet

Now I lay here scars all over bleeding and wasting away to nothing...

The pain is excruciating I want it to end even if it means death , but I couldn't leave when I have so much to live for .

It all started a month ago that month was the most exciting ,painful and over all magical of my life I knew jack from primary school we were "friends" I guess we fought a lot but never really ment it all my friends always said "that's cos he likes ya"in an extremely girly voice it really irritated me .

No matter what they said I never believed them I always denied it when they asked me did I like him but I was head over heels for him.

Years passed and soon we were at the end of 6th class,just as we were say goodbyes exchanging phone numbers and making false promises to say in touch,jack shyly walks over and whispers "I love you be my girl" " Is that a question or a command"I said while trying to contain my laughter!

"A command " he jeered

"Yes"I giggled

And we kissed , I couldn't stop giggling then it mumbled "I promise we can stay in touch if you know what I mean."

"I'll be waiting he's my address,are you free saterday"he asked.

"Yes,here's my address please don't tell me where were going make it a surprise" I said with an ear to ear grin and a wink.

"Bye"he said after one more kiss...

With in what felt like 20 seconds I was surrounded by my best friends .

I sighed and said say it you know you want to.

"We told you so!"

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