you know there's that one special person, or the one who stands out from the crowd. How do you get them to notice a boring, ordinary girl like me? What do I say? When I get the chance to talk to him, I act like he's just another one of the guys. We're best freinds now, but I'm pretty sure he sees me no differently than the girl standing a mile away. I feel in no way out of place when he hold me in his arms and tells me something, anything. My heart shatters when he suddenly pushes me away. The pain and the insecurity that comes with the distance that slowly, but surely grows. What do I do? This is not a story, but real life. This is just to say.