Save me from my Fears

Chapter 19 -Such a long day-

Amara's POV

After Zayn left the room all I thought about was how I've ruined that night in so many different ways. I mean for god's sake! why did I cry when we danced! why did I have to ask him about the events that made him depressed and most importantly WHY did I act that awkward around him and why did I hug him when he was about to kiss me?!

Maybe he wasn't going to kiss me?

maybe he was going to just kiss me on the cheeks and it's not a big deal! Am I over reacting?

I guess yes.

I headed to the bathroom and took a quick shower to allow my hair to dry naturally until morning, then I went to bed and the official time of over thinking began...

All I knew was that even when I fucked up that night with my awkwardness, somehow it was the literally the best night I had in my entire life. Nobody had ever made me feel that special before, he treated me in a way that made me wanna cry with joy, he mad me feel like a queen...! I've never imagined that I will have the best night of my life while I'm a slave in a crazy ass mansion.

I woke up next morning almost horrified from that alarm sound. Seriously, did they have to make it that loud and that annoying?!

I slept pretty well that night, so when I checked myself at the mirror this day, I found that the horrible dark circles I had the days before were less visible now and the bruises that I had on my face and neck from that day with that bastard Damon were less visible too, but still not gone .

My hair dried naturally through the night, I took a quick shower without washing it and here came the hardest part of the day which is choosing a decent outfit, because who wants to have lots of exposed skin in front of a horny motherfuckers all day? Not me.

It took me about 20 minutes to find a decent outfit, I put it on then I was ready for my crappy day.

I waited for Zayn as usual to come and take me wherever he takes me and I was so nervous to see him especially after last night events.

"Hello, young lady! Are you ready to continue our punishment?" an annoying voice snapped me out of my thoughts making me jump slightly from my place.

I rolled my eyes when I realized who he was..

I looked at the direction of his voice and I saw only his head showing off from behind the door, "Can you at least knock?! You really scared me!" I said.

"Well, if that is what you wish," he said and closed the door, then I heard him knocking from the outside. "Hello, Young lady! Please, come outside now because we are already late and we don't want our asses to get whipped!"

Idiot.

I walked towards the door quickly and opened it for him, "Hello, Mr Lou, thank you for being polite and now let's go because I don't want my ass to get whipped," I said giving him a fake smile, but I genuinely wanted to laugh.

"Okay, let's go." he said and started to walk and the thing I noticed about Louis was that I've never seen him feeling angry about this whole 'punishment thing' and that was weird because who on earth would like to work for 12 hours without getting lunch?!