Yeji Imagines (gxg) || COMPLETED ❀

what am I supposed to do now? (requested)

Author's Note: This chapter mentions cancer and death. I don't recommend reading it if that's too much for you to handle right now, which is completely understandable.

Please wait for my next update if you're not in the right state of mind to read this. But if you do read this, please read with caution as it tore me up writing it.

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"Oh, you're home." You said to Yeji as she came into the bedroom.

Her eyes looked heavy, as did her shoulders from the stress she was under due to her hectic schedule.

"Yeji, I need to talk to you."

"Can it wait?"

You could sense the annoyance and frustration in her voice and you knew she most likely didn't mean to direct it towards you.

But she was, whether she realized it or not.

"I'm exhausted, Y/N. I just want to get some sleep."

"I know. But it can't wait. This is serious and important."

She folded her arms over her chest as she stared at you and you frowned.

"Whatever. I'm listening. But if this has anything to do with how busy I've been and that you're missing me, there's nothing I can do. So don't start with me if that's what this is about."

You looked at her in surprise because she's never spoken to you so harshly and she's never seemed so uninterested in what you had to say, especially when you say it's important.

"That's not what this is about. I know you're busy and you're worn out-"

"Oh, do you? Then why don't you let me get some sleep, Y/N!? Why can't this wait until tomorrow?"

You fought back the tears stinging your eyes.

This was such a serious conversation that you needed to have but she didn't want to hear you out and that much was clear.

As terrified as you were, you decided that it just wasn't worth it tonight.

Not if she was going to act like this.

"Fine. Get some sleep. We can talk tomorrow."

"Good." She grumbled before getting changed into her pajamas and climbing into bed.

She didn't kiss you goodnight or tell you that she loves you; she didn't get the chance to because the second her head hit the pillow, she was out cold.

You turned onto your side with your back facing her as your mind wandered.

What you needed to tell her is the biggest and scariest thing you would ever say out loud.

So far, you haven't told anyone; not her, not your closest friends, not your family.

The news has left you feeling overwhelmed and has left you counting every second, wondering which would be your last as the cancer you were diagnosed with worsens and has no chance of ever improving, no matter what you try.

You're weak, tired, unable to eat, watching your hair fall out, and you've hid it all from Yeji and your loved ones to the best of your ability as you try to find a way to break the news to them because it hurt you so much to hear yet will break you even more to tell everyone.

A few tears fell and you sniffled quietly a few times before closing your eyes, hoping that tomorrow you'd be able to tell Yeji everything you needed to before you'd tell everyone else.