Insanity

Wedding Talk And A Confression

As soon as I said "Why didn't you invite Emma King?" Cara looked up at me like she had just seen a ghost,before replying "Who?". I swallowed my fear and spoke again saying "I was at the hospital and this woman said that she knew your parents so I thought why not invite her? ".Cara looked like she was absorbing everything I said (For once.) Then she said "My mum uses to help out at that hospital and she must have got the idea that they were friends".I don't know why but I somehow got the feeling that Cara was ethier saying that to keep me happy or to try and convince herself that was the truth.I refused to accept that and kept on pressing the matter and said "She also said that your mother struggled with depression is that true? "Before Cara spoke to me I thought I heard her mumble "Damian had that effect on people "( thinking I could not hear her.) Then Cara turned her attention to me and said "My mum had a minor blimp but that was it ".I think it was hard for Cara to even face the fact that this had happened but I needed to know.I said " Its okay,you can tell me anything love ".Cara looked at me and said "My mum got help before and then she relapsed again and nothing helped,then she got better and then Dami-". Cara had quickly covered her mouth realising she had said way to much and then said "Listen babe I dont want you to keep thinking about this let's just focus on the wedding and our new life together ".Apart of me wanted to do what Cara had said but another part of me knew that there was more chance of it raining frogs because there was no way in hell I was giving up now.I was about to say "But your mum would have wanted Emma-" but I was interrupted by a now beyond angry Cara and what happened next took me  by  surprise but Cara as  well  and then she stated"Why the hell won't you drop this bloody subject already and just move on or I swear !".Cara quickly stopped speaking and looked at me almost as shocked as I was about her sudden rage ( I thought my little sister back in Chicago could throw a tantrum over not getting what she want but god Cara was worse.) Cara took a step back and said "I'm sorry baby just please drop it, now why don't we go out for dinner ?".I nodded still in shock myself but I knew one thing I knew i was getting close so why stop now?.