Beauty in the struggle

There no such life thats better than yours

Blessing's pov
Your never cared about my feelings shawn you always cared about making money off of that hoe of a daughter I have . Lala she's your daughter too you made the choice a long time ago to let her do this and not have a normal life .YOUR CHOICE  NOT MINES .  I loved my child I wanted a better life but we both know  that can't happen we need to pay the bills but you didn't want to work and neither did I .
I can hear my parents talking about me we'll not so much as talking about me I rather say fighting about me . I wish I had the chance to have another life this isn't the life I want I lost my best friend last year when she found out what I been doing she told every one what I have been Doing an that's why I haven't been going to school lately but who cares so I dropped out my parents didn't care so nor did I .  
BLESSING!!! 
My thoughts were broken as I was being called by Shawn. BLESSING  I swear if your not down here by the time I call you one more time I am going to fuckin hurt you . I  coming Shawn
Than hurry up you know you have customers down here waiting on you .
I'm right here be smooth I say as Shawn glares at me in a killing look .
This is blessing my daughter she going to take care of you for tonight mr ... What's your name again sr.
My name is shim so where are we doing this blessing .
She will take you to here room shim just follow her . If she dosen't corporate right just let me know shim.
I bet we should have us some great fun right blessing baby shim says .
Mmh I guess
Shawn popps me in the back of the head
I roll my eyes trying not to cry
I lead shim up stairs and let him have his way like the rest that has come up to my room.
After shim has his way with me he says thanks I'll be back all this week for you I had so much fun with you he say as he Leaves my room .
I go wash up and go get ready for bed and slowly drift to sleep .