Don't leave...We need you (5SOS Ashton Irwin) *COMPLETED, EDITING*

11: Comfort.

11:Comfort.

"Becca c'mon you need to eat, I know you haven't in days and I think Luke is catching on as well" Ashton says to me. I shake my head. God was it that obvious that I wasn't eating? I'd have to do something about that.

"Just a little bit of fruit for me, please" Ashton says sweetly making puppy dog eyes. Oh god why does he have to be so damn cute.

Sensing my hesitation he speaks again. "How about an apple?" I shake my head again, determined to not let Ashton ware me down.

"Even if I draw a face on it?" Ashton asks playfully making puppy dog eyes again.

I hesitate again and Ashton goes to take an apple out of the fruit bowl. I don't protest. He then gets a pen and starts drawing on it. I interupt.

"You do know that I can't eat it if you draw on it because ink is bad to eat" Ashtons mouth makes an O making me giggle.

"Ok then how about I draw a face on this apple which you can just keep and then you eat a different apple" I shake my head.

"Ash I am not keeping an apple, that has a face on it. It will just go mouldy" Ash frowns in realisation again.

"Ok I will draw a face on this apple and you can keep it until it starts to go mouldy" I laugh at how hard he is trying.

"How about you chuck that apple in the bin and give me another one which I can eat?" I question.

Ashton smiles. "Yeah that's a good idea!" I giggle again. God he makes me giddy.

He hands me an apple. I look at it strangely before taking a bite. I begin to chew. Ashton is starring at me when suddenly I feel the urge to chuck up. I jump up from my seat and rush to the bathroom before kneeling on the floor and throwing up into the loo.

I pull my head up and find Ashton sitting behind me. "Ash please go you don't need to see this"

"No i'm staying as it's my fault that you are currently being sick"

"It wasn't-" I am interupted by myself heaving again before throwing up more of my guts.

Ash begins rubbing my back and pulls himself closer so he is sitting directly behind me, one leg on either side of me. "It's only because you haven't eaten again. It'll be ok after you have eaten some more foods"

I chuck up a couple more times before being certain that whatever was in my stomuch wasn't there anymore and lean back against Ashton exhausted. He wraps his arms around me. We sit there for a couple of minutes before there is a knock on the door.

"Are you nearly done in there?" It's Luke.

"Yeah sorry" I say, unwrapping Ashtons arms from around me I then stand up and brush my teeth. Ashton unlocks the door and we both walk out. Luke gives us some of 'his looks' before entering the bathroom we had just left. I walk upstairs to go and find Leo who needs his insulin jab.

"Lolo jab time" Immediately he starts crying. I think I need to get him into a routine. He is always grumpy as we don't have one so he cries at anything.

Ashton goes to pick him up for me while I inject him. Ash then passes him to me and for a change when I cuddle him he hugs back wrapping his little arms around my neck. Instantly instead of feeling angry at him for always crying I begin to feel sorry for him.

"Lolo, Bessa is going to make a routine for you. Do you want to help?"  Leo nods still hugging onto my neck. Ashton grins at me I offer a timid smile back. I go to Leos box of things and pull out his felt tips and some paper.