Russia x reader (lemon~)

friends...with a new benefit

It had been 2 years that you and Ivan have known each other. In those two years you had gotten to know him a lot better than most had. You had been sent there by you're older brother Germany as a peace offering. At first, you absolutely hated it, not so much Ivan...but Germany for sending you away, with someone you had never met before.
It started as a normal morning just like every other. You woke Up, walked downstairs and greeted Russia while making hot chocolate. "What are you doing Mr. Mother?" You called to him. "Oh nothing" he smiled. "I still don't understand why you call me Mr. Mother..." you stickers and after a swig of coffee you called back in a childish, almost Prussia like tone of voice "beucase you're mother Russia!!!" He chuckled softly and nods. "You're lucky that I don't have a clever Nick name for you...but anyways how is the coffee good da?" You replied"it's coffee alright." And with that you headed back up stairs.
-time skip-
It was now about 8:00 at night about an hour ago you heard Russia talking with his boss, He sounded un easy. So you decided to go and check on him.
"Ivan Are you alright?" You looked around at the room. There was a whole lot of empty pure Russian vodka bottles cluttering the room. Finally his drunken sounding voice replied,"Yes My little Sun flower~ It's all okay~"...you're mind went blank...sunflower? ! Did he just call you his little Sun flower?! "O-Okay r-russia well I should get ba-" You where interrupted by him. "Come here little Sun flower~ please give me a hug, its been so long since my last one"...What harm could a hug do? And after all he was a good friend. So you obliged. Walking over and leaning over his office chair giving him a hug. "Thank you~" He softly purred in you're ear. "I-it's not a problem ivan" You said almost automatically. He pulled you on his lap...it was kind of awkward but you slowly gave in. You had thought about it before, ..you and Russia before. It was a questionable thought, and you had to admit he had grown attractive to you're eyes."my little Sun flower is so warm~" he chimed. You didn't respond...what would you even say?!..eventually you leaned you're head into his scarf which was always so Comfortable. The next words that passed his lips...would never. Ever. Leave your thoughts. "Become with me (y/n)" What. D-Did he mean it?! "Okay~"...WAIT WHAT?! WHAT HOW DID I EVEN SAY THAT! NO IT J-JUST BLUR- his actions stopped every single thought in you're mind.

(Leaving you with a tease ^~^ comment what you want to happen next or like you know whatevs)