Try (Larry one shot)

Harrys POV

I looked up at him "Why are you doing this?" I ask him.

"Its just not working. I dont like you like I used too. I dont know if i ever really did like you the way you like me."

I couldn't believe it you loved him so much and you ment nothing too him.

"I just want to know why you lead me on. Why you didnt just say you wanted El and not me. You could have just told me Louis. I wouldnt have liked it but i would have accepted it. But now i wont even be able to look at you the same."

Tears slowly started to stream down my face. He didnt care about me. It was all a lie. All the laughing. The kisses. Our secret dates. A lie I felt betrayed. He was my best friend and i didnt want to fall for him but I did. And I fell hard. I finally got up the courage to look at him.

"Things dont have to change Haz. We can still be friends. Im just confused." he grabbed me into a hug but I just couldnt hug him back. I was frozen. I didnt want to lose him. I wasnt ready for this. I needed him. I knew this would be the last time we were this close so I hugged him. I never wanted to let go. I couldnt stop all the thoughts and emotions flooding my brain...

Your just giving up like that. You arent even gonna try to talk him out of it. Harry what are you thinking. You need him. You couldnt cry now you had to be strong. When the hug had ended Louis just looked at you...

"Bye haz." And he was gone. You would never laugh at his jokes. Never hug him like you used to do so tightly. No more kissing or sneaking around it was all over. The more I though about all the good times we had together the more I cried. I cried myself to sleep almost every night. The only person i could talk to was Liam. He knew everything. And he was so good at listening. But eventually even he got tired of listening to me cry. I was alone completly alone now. No one cared about me. I just needed to end it. But I couldnt help but think of Louis. Maybe I still had a chance. I pick up the phone and dial his number hoping he answeres. But it rings and rings and rings again and goes right to voicemail. He didnt care. I cried and cried when I heard his voice. When it beeps I try my best to hold back the sobs.

"Hi lou. I dont know why I called you it was stupid.... I was just hoping you would answer. I need to talk to someone. But I don't matter anymore. I just wanted to say that i will always love you even if you dont love me back. So i guess this is goodbye. See ya." I had to do it. I just couldnt do this anymore. I pick up the bottle of pills and pour them into my shaking hand dropping one or two. I through them all into my mouth and took a big sip of water. My vision started to blur but right as i was about to fall over someone caught me.

"Haz what the fuck are you doing."

"I couldn't do it anymore." And then everything went black.

Louis POV

I just set my phone down for 2 seconds and I already had a voicemail. I pick up the phone and listen to the rings when suddenly i hear soft sobs followed by Harrys deep voice. Something was wrong. I could just tell by his voice. I turned my car around and drove straight to his flat. He needed me. I knocked and knocked but noone answered. Then I remembered i still had the key. I fumbled through my pocket and pulled them out unlocking the door as quickly as possible. I opened the door and heard the tv in the living room on but it was empty. I looked through the whole house calling his name but their was no answer. Finally I hear something drop in the bathroom and rush in. But it was too late. I was out of time.

Harrys POV

I have no clue where i am. All i hear is sobbing and someones hand is intertwined with mine. I hear a door open and then slowly close.

"How is he?" I hear a female voice say. It was eleanor.

"He had to have his stomach pumped but the nurses said he should be waking up soon." I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. I just had to listen. "This is all my fault El. He needed me. And i wasnt there."

"This is not your fault. He was messed up before you."

"No he wasnt. Thats the thing everything was perfect before i met you. Harry needs me. And i need him."

"I know that.Thank you for making this so easy." she says with a sigh.

"What?"

"I was coming here to do the same thing. I know you loved him. You always have. You belong together."

"Thank you El." I slowly start to open my eyes and regain consciousness.

"Hey haz. Your awake. How you feeling?"

"Ive been better." El just looks at the both of us and smiles. "Im gonna leave you too alone." she says before hugging Lou and walking out the door.

"What the fuck were you thinking harry?"

"I was thinking I had no other way. You didn't love me and no one cared about me I was so alone." he just looks down.

"Thats where you are wrong I have always loved you and I always will." he grabs my face and kisses me. Not just a normal kiss it had passion. And love. We were ment to be together. You could just tell.

"I love you so much and dont ever scare me like that again."

"I love you too lou. And i wont i promise."