Lilo~Things I'll never say (AU)

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I know I haven't wrote anything for some time but I lost all my inspiration.

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I took a deep breath and looked out at the crowd. Liam had travelled here from Wolwerhampton to support me on my first performance on stage.

"Here's Louis Tomlinson that is currently studying to become a drama teacher" a voice said. The music started to play and i took a deep breath. I scanned the crowd and found Liam in the fronrow. He smiled brightly at me.

"Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da

I'm tugging at my hair

I'm pulling at my clothes

I'm trying to keep my cool

I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet

My cheeks are turning red

I'm searching for the words inside my head

(Cause) I'm feeling nervous

Trying to be so perfect

Cause I know you're worth it

You're worth it

Yeah

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I wanna blow you... away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Guess, I'm wishing my life away

With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good

It's just a waste of time

What use is it to you

What's on my mind

If it ain't coming out

We're not going anywhere

So why can't I just tell you that I care

What's wrong with my tongue

These words keep slipping away

I stutter, I stumble

Like I've got nothing to say

Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say

I'd say I wanna blow you...away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Guess, I'm wishing my life away

With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never say"

I sighed in relief when I was finished. I had my eyes locked on Liam's during the whole song. I got off the stage and the next performer walked past me.

As I exited the building the first thing I saw was Liam. I walked up to him.

"Hi" I  said shyly.

"You were great" he said with a smile.

"I don't know it just feels like I screwed up. I was so nervous before, and I guess it sho-" I got cut off by Liam's lips pressed against mine. I just stared for a few seconds before I closed my eyes and kissed back. This was better than I ever imagined, and trust me I've imagined quite alot about Liam, if you know what i mean.

"I love you" he whispered against my lips.

"I love you too" I whispered back. We crashed our lips together once again.

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