"White collar" destiel AU

Chapter 29

A/n- uhh sorry if this kinda sucks, Ive been staying up really late every night then not sleeping in, so if this is confusing or something, let me know please💖 also trigger warning

CAS POV

Nothing makes sense, Deans story is falling through, the text from Rowena that ruined my career, stating the fact that she got bored and changed me back, and the shocked look on Deans face the day I turned back to normal weren't adding up, I do feel the need to confront Dean about this, but he's sleeping, looking back at him I wish he would open his eyes, they almost glowed in the pink and purple skies as the sun rose, I don't know what I will do, regarding everything, I feel cornered and I need answers, but so does Sam, and right now he's grilling me for them, I drop hints, but I never say anything too obvious, but I take to ignoring everyone in the car and just staring out the window, I must have fallen asleep, though my dreams were quite vivid, it was too happy for real life, it was me flying with Dean, Sam, Bee and Gabe and my heart aches a little thinking about them, how they'll all leave, and I'll leave too one day, and I think maybe the pie I had earlier was bad, because if you ask me, I feel like I may be flying right now.

Soon I ask Sam to pull over, he gives me a troubled look, but signals over to the side of the road anyways, I thank him and exit the car, only to re-enter in the back seat, Dean stirs a bit, but I crawl in and lie down with him, hugging him and whispering whatever came into my head, it must have been quite  random
"Psst! Dean? Are you up because I need to know" at this point, I actually forgot what I needed to know

"hah. Umm scratch that, Dean, do you even own a pair of shorts? You seem like the type of guy who doesnt wear shorts and dies of heatstroke, so maybe we should go to Alaska, once I was on the internet and I saw that there's penguins there...maybe. Maybe it was somewhere else, but guess what, Im gay, like really gay, and people think the FBI have a policy, but thats the army, in reality, they don't really give a shit until you kiss your CI, and I like Bees, they remind me of peace, I feel safe around Bees, because at least Bees aren't human, humans scare me allot and also..."

DEANS POV

I feel warm arms wrap around my and I hear Cas's muttering to me, there's definitely something up with him, and Im not sure what, he just doesn't stop talking, I pretend to sleep longer until he brings up the fact he had bad pie and doesn't feel great and he assured me that there was definitely drugs in the pie, and honestly I think he's just exhausted, but he keeps ranting about the weirdest things, like how funny he was, and the funniest part of how funny he was, was that no one understands his humour... I open my eyes and blink, shocked to see Cas's face inches from mine, without thinking I lean in, but Cas puts his finger to my lips "nooo, not in front of Bee" Ok, wow, somethings not right, I quickly tell Sammy to stop at the nearest hotel, this is beginning to freak me out.

~at hotel~

The hotel was shady and worn down, I couldn't care less though, As soon as we burst into the room, I left for 'supplies'

****

I had driven to a really hidden park, then summoned Crowely, he came immediately

"Hallo squirrel" he nodded at me

"Cut the crap, Crowely, Cas is acting crazy and theres a few off things, like Rowena's text to Cas?" Crowley sighed

"We didnt actually seal the deal, silly Winchester, that was completely Rowena, as to your little angel face's lack of mental stability, I would assume that his drink was spiked, you know, some people just do it for fun, pour something into a random someones drink, see what happens.. Better hope it wasn't toxic" he winked before smoking out, great, Ive gotta revoke everything Ive said to Cas, well, better start heading back

****

When I reach the crappy hotel, Sam has moved rooms and Cas is pacing, Im glad to see his high has worn off, basically I explained and apologized allot but Cas was understandably angry, I really deserved the punch in the jaw that knocked me out.

***

I woke up tied to a chair in the corner with a gag and a note from Cas saying that he needed some air and he didn't want me to come after him, he also had no Idea when he'd be back, and he took my phone... Great, this should be fun! I sit there for awhile, just thinking, plotting new ways to kill demons, the usual, eventually, I fell asleep.

The sound of the hotel door opening wakes me up, and I try to apologize again, but theres just an unfamiliar chuckle from close behind me, struggling to turn around and see the intruder, I catch a glance of black eyes instead.

"Dean Winchester, never thought I would find you here, you know you've made your way to the top of the wanted list... Bringing you in would have been a blast, but sadly, Rowena has plans for you, you see, your not interesting enough, shes decided to send us to help"
I felt panic rise in my chest, but tried to play it cool, squirming and trying to break free very subtly but a hand firmly placed on my shoulder stops me and my gag is ripped from my mouth, only to replaced with a funny smelling cloth that immediately knocks me out

***sorry for all the skipping

I woke up standing with my wrists held above me in chains, still gagged, it looked like I was in an abandoned factory, I figure no one would hear me scream anyways, and pulling on the chains to test sensitivity would bring unwanted attention and anger, so it seems the smartest move is to just play it cool, let them do whatever and hope its not too painful...

"Alright, Winchester, we're gonna give you a variation of a tattoo, its gonna be great, Im calling it 'why everyone leaves Dean Winchester eventually' and Im gonna fill it with all the reasons why you should just shut up and give in sometimes, just die already! Amiright?" I felt a blade glide over my (apparently) bare shoulders and move down to my lower back, this is a shitty move, even for demons, so I figure Rowena must send her love an- all my thoughts are cut off from the pain of the blade, now actually cutting into my back.

It went on for what felt like days but only must have been an hour because I kept on passing out from the oceans of pain that I was in, just floating and sinking and drowning all at once, they finished eventually, described what they had written, I'll spare you the details, but it was written in bullet point form, and every bullet point was a bit deeper than the rest, I passed out again before they could continue with describing it, and woke up on the cold ground of the now empty building, I got up and hissed as I put my jacket on (those idiots had ripped my shirt to shreds) and wandered to the exit, and everything hurt, the wind blowing the jacket too close to the cuts hurt, the people walking too close stung and it was making me unbelievably dizzy, but at least I saw the hotel sign, it was a minute away, and I made it to our room, I noticed through swimming vision that Cas wasn't back yet before collapsing on the bed and pulling at the darkness around my vision, it quickly enveloped me into empty, thoughtless sleep.