This Is a Piece of My Love Just For you

Here I lie with no regret just wishing to die.

Arms dripping red fluids from my veins.

For as my tears fall down my face I realize that I am still alive.

Does my fate matter will anyone care, the thought runs through my mind.

Here I think does anyone like to drink the pain I have dispersed.

Well as long as I think I realize that I should not try to die, but try to live.

For, yes, I am just one soul, one person but I have powerful soul that cares about you, yes, you reading this right now. Even if you go through this or not I care about you. Even though I might not know you personally I know you mentally because I know your reading this and you know about me from my writing. Do not think that I don't understand you because I do, I am not bluffing I am not lying because I have this problem because I am trying to recover. I only am here today because people like you are out there that need someone there for them. Someone to take them and be their gaurdian angel. I am here also because I need you I need for you to be here I need to know that your ok and not hurting. I need you here for as ever since you were born there was at least one person if not manu people that needed you in their life even to this day they need you. You and I and anyone else can help each other to help recover. I promise that I will always be there for you. Alright now if you don't think I promise then here; I SAID I PROMISE, RIGHT WELL I DO PROMISE THIS BECAUSE I HATE BEING ALONE, I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING ALONE AND I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO FEEL LIKE THAT, OK? BECAUSE I WILL NOT FORGET THIS OR BREAK THIS PROMISE UNTIL THE DAY I DIE! GOT IT? Alright good you got it now I hope I helped you feel better I hope that reading this wasn't a big waste of your time because the point of this was to save you to tell you that I care about you I will care until the end. Your amazing and beatiful, your strong, smart and just really freaking awesome and so much more then what people say. Please don't give up not yet, please let me help you, let me save you, let me protect and care about you.