Oblivious To Him (Scomiche) [boyxboy]

Chapter 6

'...I've done you wrong, I regret it...' Gasoline by Troye Sivan

Mitch stood in his bathroom a couple of hours later when Scott left to see Alex, his hands shaking as he opened the cabinet and looked at the amounts of pills he could overdose with. He picked out some strong ibuprofen tablets and sleeping pills. He also got alcohol to wash it down with, you should never do that though.. Mitch took a piece of paper and a pen and wrote a note to Scott,

My Death Note, written on 12 September 2015 at 18:27

Dear Scott,

By the time you find me and this note, I'm probably gone. You were too late, Scott. I was nothing to you. You are so oblivious to me, it hurts. You have ignored me and it hurt me so much. You were oblivious to my conditions and to my depression. To my self harm and to my life in general. We used to be so close, Scott but you changed as soon as you met Alex. You decided to go out more and to start smoking all that horse shit you call 'weed'. You never asked if I was okay, you never took notice of me and you especially never spent time with me. The only time you have been with me since you decided to go out with Alex was when I nearly collapsed on the pavement and you didn't even stay with me because your stupid boyfriend is apparently more important than your friend that you've known for 15 years. Anyway, I'm gonna go but remember Scott that I love you even though you caused me to do this but not only that but my anorexia and my depression.

For the last time, with Love,

                                                        - Mitch.

And so Mitch took ten of each pill and washed it down with the alcohol, holding the letter in his hand.

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A/N; I wanted to leave it hear but ya'll would hate me so here you go,

-Nat x

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Scott came in the apartment about 20 minutes later and walked into the living room straight away, seeing Mitch and gasping - tears falling instantly. He ran over to Mitch and read his letter and then glanced at the clock, having still 10 minutes to save him. He held Mitch in his arms, sticking his fingers down his throat - making him vomit up all of the pills he had taken. Soon enough, Mitch vomited the pills up and looked up at Scott,

'What are you doing? You hate me, let me die.' Mitch said weakly.

'Mitch listen to me, I love you so much you have no idea. I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I need to get you to hospital, Oh My Gosh I can't believe this!' He quickly said, rushing to clean Mitch up a little and get him to hospital.

Scott finally picked Mitch up, the small brunette clinging to his sweater for dear life. Scott didn't want to lose Mitch again.

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A/N; Another update on the same day?! WHAT?! That's crazy right?

-Nat x