17 and Pregnant

Chapter 12

"mom you're gaining a little bit of weight, are you pregnant?". He playfully asked

"no boy!". She exclaimed "I'm still taking my birth control pills". She chuckled

"oh crap. Mom I just came onto my cycle". Wayne's sister said

"awe crap, come on upstairs with me". His mom said

"oh my gosh, wait a minute". I said

"what you just came on to yours?". Wayne asked

"I haven't came onto my period at all yet". I said shocked

"since when?". He asked

"Since... uh ..." I said as I started thinking "Oh my gosh Wayne". I said as I began tearing up

"Since when?". He asked again

"Since we did it". I whispered as tears welled up

I quickly ran into the living room and began grabbing all of my books and belongings so I could hurry up and leave.

"Wait, Lily are you sure?". Wayne asked

"Of course I am Damn sure... I wouldn't make up something like this". I said

"Wait so you're not on birth control pills?". He asked

"No I didn't think I would need them, I just knew for sure I wasn't going to do it again till I was grown". I said

"You can't just go and think stuff like that, things happen you know". He said

"I'll call you later". I said

"I just want to tell you, Lily". He said as he grabbed my hands "if you're pregnant ... I'm not going to stop loving you or not be there for you and the baby, because I am willing to do anything for you". He said

I hugged Wayne and quickly left. I went home and quickly ran into my room. Crying tear after tear I couldn't deal with this. I got myself together a little bit and just sat at the edge of my bed staring at baby crib. I broke down again. I can't be pregnant I just can't. Soon I fell asleep and didn't wake until morning time. I rolled out of bed and hopped into the shower and basically did my usual. I put on some sweatpants and t-shirt. It took everyone about 45 minutes to get ready so that's about when we began to leave. I went downstairs and my mom was in the kitchen cooking breakfast as usual.

"Good Morning sweetie". Mom said smiling "Good Morning, Mom". I said "You seem a little down this morning as if something is wrong, want to talk?". She asked "No mom". I spat "Oh someone is a little grumpy, guess its the time of the month?". She asked "No it's not". I spat "Then sweetie what's wrong?". She asked 'You know mom I don't really want to talk about it right now". I said "Why Sweetie? I thought we were just starting to get a lot closer". She said as she prepared the plates "We are okay? I just don't want to talk to anyone right now got it?!". I said as I raised my voice "Okay watch your tone, you may be a mother but I am your mother so watch it". She argued "Whatever". I said grabbing some ice-cream from the freezer "eating ice-cream in the morning?". She asked "Yes I am". I said annoyed "you haven't eaten Ice-cream In the morning in almost two years before Lilyanna was born". Mom said "Maybe I want some Ice-cream, Damn". I said "Alright that's it what's wrong with you?". She asked

As she asked that Hannah, Jacob, Marie, and Robert came running downstairs. My mother and I just kept giving each other the stares every now and then without saying anything to each other. Today I was going to take my siblings to school just because mom kind of made that something that I have to do.  As we were leaving out the door, Mom said "I love you" to all my siblings and as I was walking out the door she said the same thing, but it was more softer and sounded a little more like she really meant it.  We got into the car and since Lilyanna isn't here we didn't have to buckle her up and all of that so we just left once everyone had their seatbelts and everything on.