This is Who I Am

Aira's P.O.V

I wake up, stairing at the ceiling doing nothing. I feel so tired I could barely get up. Suddenly my brother just barges into my room without knocking the door. How rude! Ever heard of knocking or asking to go into my room? Guess he doesn't really understand manners.

"Aira! Get dressed and stop drawing on yourself! We're gonna be late for the bus!" My brother yells.

"Ever heard of knocking for once? Your so rude!", I walk towards the mirror.

"Just hurry up...", and my brother walks out of my room shutting the door.

I start walking to my bathroom and then BOOM!, i slip and fall onto the hard, marble, bathroom floor. Ouch...I get up slowly and pick up my tooth brush. After brushing my teeth and taking a shower, I rush towards my wardrobe, putting on my black T-shirt and jeans with rips in it. As soon as i get my clothes on i grab my backpack and rush down stairs. " Bye mom! See ya Dad!" I grab a piece of bread and barge right out the door.

Putting on my headphones, I rush towards the bus, getting there just in time before it leaves. Thank god I got here in time or else i will be walking to school. I listen to my favorite song, Loser Like me. Technically I'm pretty much a loser. An outsider. A misfit. I'm usually all alone. Ever since first grade i push people away from me. Thats why i really don't have any friends. I sing along to the song,

Yeah you may think that I'm a zero 

But hey, everyone you wanna be 

Probably started off like me 

You may say that I'm a freak show (I don't care) 

But hey, give it just a little time 

I bet you're gonna change your mind

All of the dirt you've been throwing my way 

It ain't so hard to take 

That's right (that's right) 

'Cos I know one day you'll be screaming my name 

And I'll just look away 

That's right (that's right)

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth 

So everyone can hear 

Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down 

Baby I don't care 

Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out 

You wanna be, you wanna be 

A loser like me 

A loser like me

Push me up against the locker 

And hey, all I do is shake it off 

I'll get you back when I'm your boss 

I'm not thinking 'bout you haters 

'Cos hey, I could be a superstar 

I'll see you when you wash my car

All of the dirt you've been throwing my way 

It ain't so hard to take 

That's right (that's right) 

'Cos I know one day you'll be screaming my name 

And I'll just look away 

That's right (that's right)

Just go ahead and hate on me or run your mouth 

So everyone can hear 

Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down 

Baby I don't care 

Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out 

You wanna be, you wanna be 

A loser like me 

A loser like me 

A loser like me

Hey you over there 

Keep the "L" up, up in the air 

Hey you over there 

Keep the "L" up 'cos I don't care 

You can throw your stick 

And you can throw your stones 

Like a rocket just watch me go 

Yeah 

L-O-S-E-R 

I can only be who I are

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth 

So everyone can hear 

Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down 

Baby I don't care 

Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out 

You wanna be, you wanna be 

A loser like me

Just go ahead and hate on me and run your mouth 

So everyone can hear 

Hit me with the worst you got and knock me down 

Baby I don't care 

Keep it up and soon enough you'll figure out 

You wanna be, you wanna be 

A loser like me 

A loser like me 

A loser like me 

A loser like me 

A loser like me

Hopefully this high school year will be better. What am i thinking. Every year its the same. Me. Alone. Period. End of the story. I have no friends, no one to sit next to at lunch, and pretty much a boring life. I'm a loser and i know it. This song i have been listening to helps me get through things everyday. The bus stops and more teenagers hop in. The last one to get on was this asian guy. Black hair with blue-dyed stripes, combat boots, Rolling Stones T-shirt. Wow. Pretty cool. He starts walking down the aisle looking for a spot. What he does is sit right next to me.

Authors note. Sorry I had to cut chapter one short :( . I will update soon. Please give me your feedback and I hope you liked it!