Loneliness

Moving Day

Today's Moving Day , Mom Thinks It's Best We Move Closer To My Dad Cause The Simple Fact That She Thinks It's Best " I'm By My Father " Witch We All Know Means She Just Wants My Dad To Watch Me So She Can Party . Main Reason My Dad Does What He Does . We Also Get My Grandmas Dog Butch Lord Knows That's Dogs A Handful . I Hear My Mom Yell From Her Room " Did You Find Your Glasses Yet " I Look Around And Get Silent . Then Scream Back " No Mom I Think There In Your Room " . I've Been Losing A lot Of Shit Lately Cause My Mind Set Not Really Right . Well As I'm packing I See My Grandmas Old Diary . I Read The first Sentence And It Says

" Moving On To Better Things "

Maybe This Is My Grandmas Sign Of Letting Me Know It's Ok To Move To a Different Place . I Sigh And Put The Book In My Bag . I Whisper " Why Can't Life Be Less Stressful " I Hear My Mom Coming Up The Stairs And She Opens My Door Asking " You Almost Done Hunny ? Cause I'm Going Out Tonight And I Need To Drop You Off at Your Fathers " I Looked at Her With My Hands On My Head And Say " Mom I'll Be Down In A Few " She Leaves My Room With The Door Open . I Look Down And Say " Lord Today's Not The Day " .