(A/N): hey pumpkins! So.. For the summer break I've decided to start writing again.. I'm just in a real fly mood because I'm gonna be meeting the Janoskians. Yep. Tryna stay classy and not have a seizure.. Lol jk Kay so VOTE COMMENT SHARE AND BE BEAUTIFUL MY PETS! Byyeeeee!-Lauraxoxo
" I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE" April screamed dancing like a turd in our room. "IT'S JUST SOMETHING I JUST CAN'T DEEENYY"
I sighed. That girl needs medication.
"Sh'up ya lemon" I groaned, throwing my pillow at her creepy face.
She laughed and attempted to throw it back in mine but failed, landing on the floor.
"YOU'RE JUST JELLY CAS IM AMAZEBALLS AND YOU'RE JUST A GEEK STUDYINN MOTHAFACKKA!" She screeched back laughing historically. This wasn't a drunk act, or a coffee side affect. This was April in her natural state.
Suddenly our dorm door swing open and a very scary looking Cat appeared with a distressed expression painted on her face.
"Shut it April, or Ill break everything you hold close to your heart"
April replied with a frightened expression on her face. "You wouldn't!"
"Oh hun I would"
"Don't please Cat"
"WELL THEN SHUT IT YOU SPOON"
Cat slammed the door with force, obviously unable to sleep with April's constant screaming/singing.
She turned to me with wide eyes
I laughed "sing when you're not in college with neighbours okay?"
She sighed "mkay"
April threw her petite body on the bed
"Amber?" She asked gazing at me with her huge blue eyes, winding a strand of her signiture purple hair.
"Yeah?
"Do you ever miss him?"
"No"
"Was it hard?"
"Of course"
"Will we ever see him again?"
"You never know"
I looked at April. She was the dumbest girl I'd ever met, but one of the sensitive towards ones feelings.
~flashback~
"Amber please"
I turned towards him, eyeliner running down my face, looking a state, and feeling likewise. I sniffed.
"Leave" I stuttered, more tears threatening to rise
"Amber please I can explain"
"Explain?" I shouted. "EXPLAIN?"
"how can you explain having your body pressed seductively against that WHORE! having your lips pressed against hers, your tongue. Your 'love'. No. You cannot. You can't explain your arms around her tiny waist. Your head tilted. One hand on her face. You told me you loved me."
"I do"
"Of course you do. That's why you almost ate her face. Sucking on her fucking face. You told me that I was your only. You said that I was the one. Really? So that means that when we're finally apart, me at home, you in Dublin, you make out with the nearest slut to you. You're nothing to me." I spat, rage tearing my mind and a pain seething in my chest, my breathing heavy, full of loathe and anger.
"Amber-"
"No" I said. I stepped outside ourapartment and took a last look at his stressed face.
"Amber"
"Zayn"
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(A/N) so yeah, some feedback would be beautiful.. Thanks hoes! COMMENT VOTE SHARE AND BE BEAUTIFUL <3x
-Lauraxoxo
