My meaningless life as a 13 year old girl

Chapter 1

I don't know how to start.

Okay. I guess I'll start by telling you my life is crap.

I have a sister, who's favorite thing in life is to torment me. Her name is Mae and she's 15. Mae is also the favorite out of the two of us and because of that, she gets everything she wants.

My mom and dad are okay...but they never have any time for me.

I mean, not like they'd want to have any time with me...

They legitimately just push me to the side and leave me alone for the most part.

Cause you know. I have 'problems' that they don't want to deal with.

Do you wanna know my problems?

I cut and won't eat.

You wanna know why?

I cut because everyone hates me for no reason. And they have since 3rd grade.

I don't eat because I really just don't want to. There is no other reason then that. I mean, I do eat. But only like 1 meal a day.

My friend Ginger always asks me why I do these things...

They'll never understand.

Well...Ginger won't understand. The others don't know.

Others as in Crie, Pastel, Juniper, and Noah.

They are my best friends, but I'll talk about them later.

Where were we?

Oh yeah. My problems.

Well I don't know. Is being an unsocial, YouTube and internet addict a problem?

Nah.

Are constant thoughts of dying a problem?

Yeah...maybe.

Is it when you try to die a problem?

Yes. Definitely.

But does anyone but Ginger care or even know?

Nope.

I mean if you're invisible enough, you can do anything.

Even jump off a roof.
Trying to die.
And sadly, not succeeding.

With nobody noticing.

Yeah. That's me.

But don't let my cute little smile fool you.

I may be small but don't mess with me. My love of 'My Chemical Romance' and Dan and Phil alone can make you scream. Add in a few fangirl screams and you could be running away.

But do these powers work on actual people?

No.

And another problem is brought up.

I have a way overactive imagination that gets me in trouble a lot.

Plus I love anime and anything to do with Tyler Oakley.

I know. I fail at life.

Because my life is meaningless.

And sadly, I'm kinda okay with it...

This first chapter is so freaking depressing...I promise the whole story won't be like this. It'll get better.