Supernatural Smut

"Your my addiction" (Crowley)

A/n just a quick note. I know Sam gave Crowley blood and Crowely is addicted to Human blood but I'm switching it up. And Kelsey is Dean and Sams long lost sister. Okay? Okay! Continue-------------------

Song:  Love Me Like You Do by Ellie  Goulding

Kelseys pov

I was on the third trail, the final trial. We had Crowley in a church chained up. I've been putting my blood in him for the past 6 hours going on 7. I was filling the Syringe up with my blood, then Crowley started to mumble about someone being loved. " I deserve to BE LOVED" I turned and looked at him " I just want to be loved." His voiced cracked. I then realized, that the blood was working. " what?" I asked. He looked at his hands and then into my grey eyes. "Uh nothing." He said looking down at the floor. " I think the bloods working." I said walking over to him, he moved his head to the side to expose his neck more. I stuck the syringe in the same hole I've been using for the past 7 hours.

A Hour later

I groaned in pain, as my arms lit up. Crowley looked as I was in so much pain. I got the syringe and filled it with my blood. I got up off the ground and walked towards Crowley. I sliced my hand and said the spell. Then the door slammed open Dean and Sam appeared. " Kelsey stop." Dean said " I can't Dean. I have to do this." I said with tears at the brim of my eyes. I walked over to Crowley " if you do this you die." Sam said. " so what if I die I die. You guys didn't know I existed until a year and half ago. I feel like every day I fail you guys. I feel like the pain inside me is eating me alive. And every day it just gets worse and worse." I said finally breaking down. " what gets worse?" Sam asked " THE PAIN. THE PAIN OF FAILING YOU GUYS EVER SINCE WE MET" I said falling to the ground in front of Crowley, he looked at me. I broke, I finally broke, " is that what you think? That you fail us! Kelsey, the day we saw you the day we took you back to our bunker the day we helped you and you helped us. You haven't failed us once. You are our sister and we will love you no matter what." Dean said "we are family and we Winchesters stick together no matter what." Sam said. I got up and looked at them. Dean wiped away my tears, Sam hugged me and kissed the top of my head. Dean hugged me tighter than Sam " I love you" he whispered and kissed my temple. I pulled away my arms still glowing, "how do I stop" I asked dean ripped a piece of his shirt off and put it on my sliced hand " just don't think about it." He said. I thought of something else and my arms stopped glowing. Then my head started to hurt.  All I remember is Sam carrying me to the impala and Dean grabbing Crowley, then Sam asking dean something and Dean replying with "the Angels......their falling" then I blacked out.

2 weeks later

Crowleys pov

I sat in the Winchesters devil, well every thing trap dungeons. " here" Dean mumbled and threw me a book. "Read or just sit there" he said " I've already read this book" I said smirking. " listen you asshole I don't have time for you childish shit. Read the damn book again" he said I smirked. We had a glare down " DEAN" Sam ran in " the doctor called" Sam said looking like he was ready to cry " Sam what's going on" Dean said " it's Kelsey....she's gone" Sam said ready to cry " like got up and walk away gone." I asked they looked at me " what just had to asked" I said " no she's dead" Sam said dean clenched his fist. " Dean where are you going" Sam asked they shut the door and the turned the light off.

I sat there in the dark. Why do I feel so empty. Why do I feel sad.

Cause you loved her you idiot

That's impossible.

Think about it. She didn't fully cure you but you have her blood in your system.

Thats true but it doesn't mean I love her.

Crowley you haven't stopped thinking about her the minute you laid eyes on her. Then you saw her break down. She feels the same pain you do. Plus you did kiss her even though you can't remember and she can't either. But you guys are meant to be together.