Good boys are bad boys

1.

Issa's P.O.V,

What is wrong with me? What has my life come to?.... Why is there a demon side of me? I hesitate to get out of bed, my home is a place no one can be, no one can enter. As I walked out of my room, I go straight to the bathroom. I look in the mirror, as my eyes change from red to my regular color. I sigh, putting on clothes to get ready for the day, my phone rings, it's my friend, Bethany. Hello, I yawned.
"Issa, wanna go to a party tonight?" Bethany happily said.
Sure, till when, I started biting my lip.
"It starts at 8, it won't be over till after 6-7 hours." Bethany said.
Fuck! I yelled covering the phone so she won't hear. This isn't okay, what if something bad happens over there, what if I'm not myself, what happens, if I fucking kill someone??? I freak out so much that I had to say, yes. I wanted to make her happy, she wanted me to go, I'll just come home early, I take a deep breath, I'm sure everything, will be okay.
"Okay, great, I'll see you tonight!" She hung up.
My body felt so cold, I just wanted to cry. My other side of me started to form, after all, all my other side wanted was to murder. The taste of blood will crave me, anyone that is around, is a target at that point.
I try my best to stay away from people alot, this cause turned me into an anti-social freak.... I decided to throw on a hoodie, and take a walk... I looked down the entire time, I hated attention getting dragged to me, as I saw a man walk towards me.. He shoves me out of no where when he stops.
"Bitch what the fuck, get out of my way." He yells pushing me to the floor.
I start biting my lip uncontrollably, I feel my hands shaking, I take a glimpse of my phone, and my eyes were, red. I got up and started choking him to death. He couldn't breath, he was kicking me, but I can't control nothing, my body was being controlled by a demon.
"L-let... me g-go!" He struggles to talk...
Inside of my mind, I fight, I'm screaming, struggling to get out of this demon, but nothing worked. All of a sudden, blood was on my hands, I killed him. My eyes went wide and I panicked, his lifeless corpse was on the sidewalk. I had no choice but to just hide him in the bushes, and run. I find a place with water to clean myself, and the evidence. Then I ask myself,

"How am I gonna survive at the party?" I sit on the sidewalk....