Niall's POV
Ari fell asleep in my arms half way through the movie.
She is the sweetiest little girl ever. Even though she wouldn't andmit it she was just srugh saying 'I'm not sweet I'm punk.' Which is true, but she's still a sweetie.
"She's so cute" I say to the boys.
She sturrs around but then gets comfortable.
"But she dosent think so." Luke said looking at her with simpathy.
"W-what?" Calum asks.
"I was gonna wait to tell you tomorrow, but I was trying to take a picture of her and Ash, and she told me not to cause she didn't want people to see her ugly face." Luke told Calum.
Calums POV
"S-she said t-that?" I ask Luke.
He nods in simpathy.
My little girl, my little girl thinks she's ugly.
"N-niall. I'm gonna take h-her upstairs, thanks for helping h-her s-sleep." I tell him picking up my daughter and taking her to her room.
Arianna starts to move and soon her eyes flutter open.
"Hi Calum" she said in a sleepy tone.
"H-hey baby" I tell her.
"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" She asks.
"N-no babe we j-just need to t-talk." I tell her still worked up.
"Uncel Luke fold you didn't he?" She sighed.
I just nod and open her bedroom door.
"Will you t-tell me why?" I ask.
She looks hesitant but she nods.
"W-well, when I was little, m-my biological parents always t-told me I was worthless and ugly, and when t-they went to jail cause of child abuse i went to the orphanage and the girls always called me names. Mostly 'fat' or 'ugly' but sometimes 'freak'. So after that a boy went up to me that I liked at school, nobody new cause nobody cared. Anyway he told me and I qoute 'and ugly fat ass bitch' after that I believed it more than ever, that's why I like to borrow your guys' shirts, I mean the are comfy and smell good but the make me feel skinnier since there big, even though I do know there only big because there in men's." She told me.
"A-ari, I know its a bad time but I have some questions." It tell her and she nods.
"Okay, so if you were so scared of your parents, why weren't you scared of us?" I ask.
"Cause, I know no one else was as bad as the could be. I mean some people are mean but what they did isn't even rarely heard of." She said.
"I know it might be hard, but can you tell me what they did?" She takes a deep breath.
"T-they would give me burning baths and then push me u-under the w-water for a while. Daddy they almost killed me t-twice." She cried.
"Oh honey, come here." She gets up from the bed and runs to me and sits in my lap.
"Thanks Calum, this couple days have been more full of love than I have ever had in my life." She said nuzzeling her dead into my stomach.
"I love you so much." I kiss the top of her head.
"Calum? Guess what?" She asks.
"What babe?" I wonder.
"I think the nightmares are gone. I mean ever since I got here I've had one. I think you guys make me feel more protected than I ever did." She smiled then yawned.
"That's great babe, now you need to get sleep, Niall, Me, Mikey, and Liam are taking you out tomorrow." I tell her lifting her up putting her in her bed.
"I still can't believe I think my 'kinda' uncels are hot." She laugh.
"Yeah, kinda weird." I laugh with her.
"Heh I'm the definition if weird!" She laughs harder.
"Good night my punk rock princess." I say walking out.
"Damn right! Night dad tell the boys I said night" she said before I shut the door.
She's just like me. How are we not blood related?
--
"Arianna!" Niall yells at Ari shaking her.
"What!" She groans.
"Wake up! Even Michaels up!" He laughs. She sits up slowly.
"Niall picked out your outfit already I laughed looking at the outfit.
Its and 'I <3 The Irish Boy' band shirt and black skinny jeans with her black hightops,band bracelets and bandana.
"Wow niall!" Arianna laughs looking at the outfit.
"What!? I could not let you be seen in public with Zayns face in your shirt!" He laughs.
"Whatever!" She grabs her stuff and goes to the bathroom to change.
Arianna POV
I go into the bathroom to change into the outfit Niall picked out.
It was if him.. It kinda made me blush though...
Anyway.. I get done and fastly curl my hair.
After that i run downstairs to where the boys are.
"Ready?" Liam asks looking at the shirt quiestinablly.
"Yeah, and Niall picked the shirt." He laughs.
"Okay let's go!" Mikey tells us.
We get in the car and I realize I don't know what were doing.
"Umm, where are we going?" I ask them.
"No where." They all say bluntly.
"Okay then.." I say grabbing out my phone and going on twitter to tweet something.
'Going somewhere with @calumhood @michaelg @niallfood @laimpayn and they won't tell me where were going! NO FAIR!'
--
We finally pulled up to the destination.
Build-a-Bear Workshop
Okay....?
"Umm why are we at buil-a-bear workshop?" I laugh.
"This is the first place." Mikey said helping me out of the car.
"Okay.?"
We walk in and I see multiple bears.
"Have fun. Go baserk" Niall said.
I didn't question I just walked over to where the bears are.
One caught my eye.
A black bear.
I hear someone walk behind me.
"Hey babe. Find one?" Calum asks.
"Yeah, the back one, but its 20 bucks." I tell him.(AN:random price)
"Were buying anything you want today, so we can get it if you want."
I shrug.
I pick up the flat bear and walk to the clothes.
Everything is girly.
Wtf?
But wait.
Black skirt, white shirt, and leather jacket.
Perfect.
"Dad." I say walking over to where the boys are. They all have there own too.
Wow.
"Okay... Anway, I found mine." I tell them.
"Okay let's get these stuffed." Niall laughs.
--
After we get done at build a bear were off to another secret place.
Great.
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The mall. We are at the mall.
Okay then. Even though me and calum just went.
But whatever, new band tees.
"Okay where to first?" Liam asks.
"Rue 21." I say (AN: fucking love that store!)
We start walking to the store.
We walk in and look around.
I go straight to the back, cause that's where all the good stuff is.
I see gray sweat pants that looked cool. After I saw the price I put them back.
As soon as I out them back Mikey picked them up. Seriously?
I found a couple tee shirts.
Calum insisted we got this tight crop top with Emojis on it and a matching skirt and the same thing just galaxy not emojis.
I'll probably look fat it them.
I also got a new pair of red high tops.
"Next?" Niall asks me as we walk out of the store.
"I'm pretty sure you guys can answer that your self." I say.
"She's talking about HOTTOPIC" calum and mikey say.
"Ah.." Liam says.
We get to HOTTOPIC and I see a backpack.
Which reminds me.
"Calum? I just remembered, when do I start school?" I ask.
"1 week. So find a back pack if you want one here." He pointed.
I walk over to the backpacks and see a black one with writing on it.
'I'll never second guess the things that I have done. I've got too much left to say and too much to become.
Alex Gaskarth'
Yeah! This one.
I grab it and walk over to the boys.
"You found one?" Calum asks.
"Yeah, look" I give him the bag. He chuckels.
"Well, now we know who favorites Alex." He laughs.
"I don't favor him.... Okay...maybe.." I say
They laugh.
Whatever
We look aroumd for a little while.
In that time I found some jewelry, a couple pins, a pair of jeans, and a band geek dress.
"Okay, now we need to go to Target, to get you school supplies." Calum said.
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We get to target and see all the different school supplies.
Girly. Girly af.
We grabbed a 5 black notebooks and folders with pens and pencils. Also 2 binders.
I told calum I wanted to personalize them when we get home so I need to borrow his computer and printer.
--
We get home and I put my stuff away with the boys' help.
When all my clothes are put away I start to DIY my notebooks, folders and binders.
For all of them I put band quotes and logos.
-
The supplies turned out pretty good
"Lunch!" Niall yells running into my room.
"Not really hungry, but thanks." I tell him.
"You haven't been hungry all day. And you seem sad. What's wrong?" He asks.
"Nothing, just not hungry I kinda feel sick." I fake a cough.
"Okay.. If you get hungry there's food in the fridge." He exits my room.
I go in my phone on twitter to read the rest of the hateful comments on the picture Luke posted.
'Ugly bitch, she's just there cause they felt bad for her. Fat ass.'
'Her own parents didn't want her! Why do the boys?! Is she a charity case?'
'She's using them!'
'UGLY BITCH STAY AWAY FROM OUR BOYS! THEY DONT NEED A FAT ASS LIKE YOU IN THERE LIFES'
Why are people so mean?
I didn't even realize I was crying till a warm tear landed on my hand.
"Ari? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Luke rushes in.
By that time I'm full on sobbing. Its happening again.
Panic attack
Great.
"Arianna calm down. Breath in, breath out." Luke tells Me.
After about a 10 minute panic attack all the boys are in my room. Except the 1D boys, there down stairs.
"Baby? What happend?" Luke asks.
"That's why i-i didn't w-want the p-picture p-posted." I cry into Luke's chest.
"Baby, there mean, I know, but dont let them get to you. Didn't you see all the good comment?" Calum asks.
I shake my head.
"C-can I just be alone?" I ask them, they look hesitant but leave.
I search and search.
Found it.
My Razor.
