Please dont leave me

Chapter One

I never really had a lot of friends. But I had who I needed. I had a couple of relationships nothing big. I did know something was missing. It was my eighth grade year when i met him. His name is Jordan. He caught my attention because at first because he was rude. It carried on for about a week or so. I finally had spoken up one day and said something. I sat down in front of him and. Asked "why do you not like me?" ."I do like u... Its just ...never mind" , his reply question me. What exactly did he mean?

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*later in the year*

After a while we talked. We started talking on a daily basis. We became friends. Although one day it was almost ripped away from me. Jordan was going through a rough spot. He wanted to end his life.

***********FLASHBACK************

We were sitting at a table.

"Taylor i don't want to live like this"he said, his voice was trembling. "What why?!". He could nearly speak to me. Tears began down his face. "Jordan... " I nervously said . "Theres nothing good in my life, no i take that back one thing" . I questioned nervously "what?" . Jordan looked straight up at me and all he said was "you, you are the only thing".

I couldn't believe those words came out of his mouth. He always had a smile on his face. How couldn't I know he was so unhappy?

"What do you mean, how. You always have a smile on your face. How could you be this unhappy and not let me know?" I said ,as the tears started down my cheeks. "I smile for you, and only you Taylor. Your the reason I smile, the reason in here. I don't know if i can do it anymore though, it just hurts" his voice was shaking.

"You cant do this, please" i could nearly get the words out of my mouth. Thoughts racing across my mind. How , when, where, is he really going to do this? I was shaking in fear. Jordan could barely hold his head up to talk to me. All I could hear was muttering.

'Taylor, please don't cry. I hate seeing you cry."

I stood up and tryed to run but Jordan caught up to me. All he did is hug me. I started crying, i could i know this isnt the last hug! This isn't the last tome talking. I didn't, my number one fear. I couldn't lose him. I didn't want to lose him.

4th period was jut beginning. Jordan and i had separate classes. After he went to his class i ran to the office as fast as i could. So many things going through my mind. I got in the office and demanded to talk to the principal. She came put and questioned why i was crying .

"Jordan wants to.... Jor-" my voice shook. "He wants to what sweetie?" She asked. " kill him self..." I began to cry. She looked worried at me and ran to the phone. She paged him to the office. I said "im sorry but i cant be in here, please don't tell him I told you". I ran out of the office, straight to class.

Its the whole weekend we didnt talk. Cone monday morning, we had homeroom together. He sat next to me.

"Are you mad at me" i question nervously. "No why would i be mad at you Taylor? I thought you were mad at me." A sigh of relief came out " thank gawd".

After that Jordan never said anything else about it.

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