Septicplier oneshots

Soap

  This one shot is inspired by another oneshot fanfic by Youtuber_heaven    

Think I just remembered something I think I left the faucet runnin'
It's been a few years since me and mark have been really good friends and I love him and he loves me I know it, I mean even if its not romantic I know he cares about me so much it's love. Today was the day I wanted to tell him about how I feel about him...
Now my words are filling up the tub. 
I was sitting next to Mark yelling and pushing him as we raced in mario kart. He won but it was only because I was distracted by him uhg damn you sexy Mark! He started chuckling as he patted me on the back. "Best 2 outta 3?" He asked. "You're on, buttmunch!" I yelled at him. He pressed the start button for the next round but as soon as the match started I paused it. "Mark..." I looked down and he looked at me with a concerned look. " I need to tell you something..." Mark put the controller down and turned to me. "What's wrong?" He scooted a bit closer. "We've been friends for a while now and we've kinda made a bond right?" I looked up at him
Darling you're just soaking in it,
"Well yeah Sean we're best friends." He gave me a warm smile and I turned to him. "Well...I don't know how you feel about me." Mark gave me a confused look. "I don't know what you're talking about." He put his hand on my back. "Mark I like you, but I don't know if you like me the same way I like you..." He took his hand off my back.
but I know you'll get out the minute you notice all your fingers prunin' up. 
"Sean I..." He scooted away from me. He was freaked out I knew it he hates me now I blew it, I blew it. "I'm sorry nevermind what I said let's just get back to the game." I picked up my plasting steering wheel with the wii remote in it and pressed play but mark was still staring at me mouth wide open. "Sean I have to go." Mark got off of the couch and headed towards the door and grabbed his jacket. 
I'm tired of being careful, gentle trying to keep the water warm. Let me under your skin.
"What!?" I looked at him from over the couch. "I'm sorry I can't do this." He threw on his jacket and started to put on his shoes. "No I'm sorry please stay, forget anything I said please don't leave." I started to walk over to him. "Get away!" Mark yelled and I stepped back. "W-what..." Mark had a sad look on his face. "I'm sorry" he said as he opened the door and left. 
Uh Oh there it goes I've said too much it overflowed. Why do I always spill? 

Sitting there on the floor as tears start forming in my eyes. I buried my face in my hands and sobbed. I'm so fucking stupid, I've lost one of my best friends because of my stupid feelings jesus what's wrong with me!? 'Get away from me!' it echoed in my brain like a bad thought. I picked my sorry self up and began to walk upstairs still sobbing. 
I feel it coming out my throat, guess I better wash my mouth out with soap. 
I stumbled into the bathroom and feel to the floor. I stared at my medicine cabinet and looked at all the pills on the shelf from some sicknesses I must've had and for some reason I couldn't remember why I had them all but that didn't matter. I stood up and grabbed a few pill bottles and started to fill the tub. 
God I wish I'd never spoke, now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap. 
My body felt calm as I layed naked in my bathtub with the warm water embracing my body. Even though this was the end, I accepted it, I felt calm and relaxed and sleepy...My eyelids felt heavy as my body began to slide under the water more. My chin hit the water and I gave a smile and thought about Mark, he's amazing. My mouth was underwater and I felt more tired then ever I gave one last smile before going to bed with the thoughts of my precious markimoo. I love you...