Lost Angels Wish

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Beep..... Beep..... Beep..... Beep....

I was sitting next to Alexander. He was in a hospital bed, hooked up to a bunch of machines. The constant beeping ment he was still alive. I didn't care what happened to him, I just... Wanted to see if he was still alive. Then I would know it would be fine to let Yuki get hit by a car.

A nurse came in the room "sweetie, he probably won't wake up... Not for a long time, it looks like hes in a coma."

"What? I don't care is he's alive or not." I huffed.

She gave me a stern look "then why have you been sitting next to him for the whole day?"

"I.... I want to see if getting hit by a car really kills people. I don't care about him at all." I said.

The nurse nodded. "Ok.... Well, visiting hours are over, so you need to leave."

I left the hospital. I had told Yuki and angel to meet at this park I had seen earlier, tomorrow. I had one night left with Alex. No, Alexander! Alexander...

After midnight, I snuck back in the hospital room. It was quite easy, considering his room was almost on the top floor. I sat down on the side of the bed, and looked at him. His face was scuffed up, and it looked like his left eye had been taken out by the figurehead on the car that hit him. He looked so much like Alex. The bandage, the scars... That car made him look exactly like Alex.

But he was in a coma. "Hi..." I said. It was like talking to Alex again. And alexander was in a coma, so he wouldn't hear anyways. "Hi, Alex... How's it been?" Dumb question. He died. "I'm, I'm sorry I went out of the clock when you told me not to... I was, I just... I didn't want to lose you. And I'm sorry the knights killed you. It was my fault, I don't age properly, so its only natural that they would think me a witch and try to kill me." I took a breath.

"Its my fault. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry." I said. I put my head on his chest, and sighed heavily. I was going to leave him, and never see him again tomorrow. Sigh...

I felt a hand on my head. Wha? I lifted my head a little, and saw him looking into my eyes, kindly. "Oh... Alexander, your awake." I said.

He smiled. "You never called me that, Alice. Didn't I say you could call me Alex after I first wound you up?"

"What...?" A-alex? What? How?

"I'm me again." He grabbed me and pulled me close to him in a big hug.

"i... I... What?" I was to stunned for words. I haven't even told Yuki I was wind up! I gave Alex the key, so one day I'll stop working, and be forever still.

"Its me Alice! I'm me again! This body... Do you know why?" He asked.

I shook my head. My eyes felt wet.

"Ha! Your crying, I though you said robots couldn't cry?" He taunted.

I was still to stunned to speak. How... How could he be here...? "I was reincarnated. Every time I died, I was born again, looking the same. I was the next Clara Oswald. I've lived so many lives. And guess what, Alice? I never realized. My whole life I didn't know. But on my 18th birthday, I always remembered. I would spend the next week looking for you Alice. Hoping that somehow you'd be alive." He explained.

"But I always died within a week. But I found you!! I finally found you!! I won't die this time Alice, we can go away! Far, far away where no one can find us, and live together! Just like I always said we would!!" He seemed so happy.

"Alex... Y-" I wanted to say yes. I wanted to soooo badly. But I couldn't. "I can't..." I said quietly. I felt tears running down my cheek. "I... I had my chance with you. I blew it. You've never lived past 17, because of me. You should live. You need to live, and be happy!" I started shouting a little. "You can't be happy with me! We tried! You'll grow old, and I'll stay young! I don't want to watch you die again!!" I leaned against him and clutched his shirt. "You have a family now! A mom, dad, and a braty sister with a brother complex! You didn't have a family with me! So... Go. Go with them, and forget about me...."