Days...

Day 1

  Day 1

I had a rough day at school today. The teachers giving us homework, kids getting in fights. and me wondering what to do now. I'm in math right now looking at a test paper not knowing what to do cause I haven't been paying attention for the past week. I'm screwed if I don't write something down. So I just circle random answers hoping for the best that they were right. When math was over, the class walked and stood by the lockers waiting for the next class to be done. I just sat on the ground with my notebook and pencil, drawing my designs until we went in our next class. As I walk into Literature class I drop my books and some kids laugh at me. The kids that laughed are the so called popular kids. They always think there cool and not dumb. I pick up my books and walk over to my seat. I noticed a girl that did not laugh out of the corner of my eye. She was so beautiful that it made the Garden Of Eden look ugly. As I sit at my desk, I wonder if she knows i have a crush on her. No one knows who I like or ever will. I have a fear of people knowing who I l like because it would spread like a disease if people knew. Literature was almost over and I was getting very sleepy because of how boring it is. Lunch came and I was hungry as hell. I got my tray with food and went over to the table I normally sit at. I didn't really care who sat at the table much, I only had two real friends there. While sitting at the table, I try to look at the girl who didn't laugh at me in literature class but couldn't. I would get weird feelings when I look at the girl I like, like i'm frozen or can't start a conversation without pausing. School is almost over and can't wait till I get home. I can relax on my bed and worry about nothing. The only exception is that there was one more class till the end of the day. The class was Computers. Our teacher was huge but kind in a way. I did't care, I was more focused on my crush and the class. We got our assignments and started working, my crush was doing nothing cause she didn't want to do it. The teacher was yelling at her to do work and I wanted to stop it. I just had nothing to say cause I was too shy. Class ended and it was time to go home. While at lockers, I wanted to go up to her talk but had nothing to say. Walking home made me think of what to say tomorrow that I could've said today. I get to my house, throw my bag on the floor, kick my shoes off and fall right into bed. Thinking to myself of how to impress her might be a challenge, but I can handle anything if I put my mind to it.