The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 45:Zombie.

Austin's P.O.V:

I fucked up so badly. I want our daughter! I only said that because well ever since she's been pregnant, she's wanted to just quit her dream job. That isn't fair to her, she shouldn't have to quit. For fuck sakes, I can't tell her what to do. If that's what she wants then fine! She can go ahead and make the biggest mistake of her life, but I'll always support her and her decisions. I want to be with her, I want to grow old with her. I want to be a grandad.

I sat in the front lounge all night watching "He's just not that into you" all by myself. I couldn't fall asleep. I stayed up all morning too. "Dude, you really need sleep. We perform today." I look up to see Alan. "I don't need sleep." I mumble. "Stop being such a baby. Go to talk to her." Alan says as he sits beside me. I shake my head. "She hates me." I whisper. "Austin, stop being over dramatic. She loves you." Alan sighs loudly then gets up. "I'm having a shower" I nod my head and I watch as he disappears into the bathroom.

Maybe Alan is right? Maybe I should just talk to her? But what if she doesn't want to listen? Fuck. I can't even deal with myself, why would she want to!? I punch the wall and immediately regret it. "Fuck!" I shout. "Good job." I hear Tino say as he walks into the front lounge. "Stop beating yourself up." Tino says as he sits down across from me. I just shrug, I didn't want to have the same shitty conversation that I just had with Alan. "She's awake dude, go on. Go crawl in next to her and just cuddle. That'll tell her how you feel." Tino stands up and pulls me up from the couch. "Go." he pushes me towards the bunks and sits back down.

Before I open the bunk curtain I peek my head into the front lounge. "Hey Tino?" Tino looks up at me annoyed. "Yes?"."Thanks dude." I smile and slide the curtain back to see Zundra just laying there. I crawl in and wrap my arms around her. She hesitates at first but then she rests her head on my chest and snuggles into my side. "I love you." I whisper into her ear. I feel her shiver and she turns and faces me. "I love you too." she whispers. She kisses me and lays her head back onto my chest. I close my eyes and let sleep take over.

Valentino's P.O.V:

This whole Austin and Zundra thing is getting annoying. Austin says stupid shit, Zundra makes a big deal out of it. Zundra wants to do something, Austin doesn't agree with it. Why do they stay together if that's all they do is disagree with each other? It's not a healthy relationship for themselves or their kids. Eventually people are going to get sick of having to pick up the pieces. I'm sure as hell sick of it. Austin always just thinks to much rather than actually doing. It takes one of us to actually make him do something for things to be fixed. It's not our relationship, it's theirs.

"Hey Tino. Did Austin go to bed?" I look up to see Alan with wet matted hair. I nod my head and roll my eyes. "Yeah, I made him." He looks at me confused. "With Zundra?" he asks. I nod my head. "They're getting so annoying." Alan says as he sits down. I nod my head in agreement. "That they are. They don't know how to deal with their problems." I say. Alan nods. "They're like children. How are they going to be proper parents if somebody always has to pick up the pieces for them?" Alan says in frustration. I shrug. "I don't think they should be together, I don't even think they should have kids together." I say. "I agree." Alan says.

Just as Alan and I stop talking, Zundra walks out from the bunk area. "Fuck both of you! Keep your stupid fucking noises out of our relationship. Nobody asked you guys to pick up the pieces, you guys are just to caught up in our business. Austin and I are together, deal with it. We have children! Deal with it!" Alan looks at me then looks at Zundra, who's now standing with Austin by her side. "You guys are pathetic. Shit talking us, fuck you. Best friends my ass. Don't bother us anymore. The only time you'll have to deal with me is when it comes to the band. As for Zundra and our kids, leave them alone." Austin glares at me then Alan.