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ANDY'S P.O.V

I open my eyes and see a bright room. All I can feel is pain throughout my body. What happened last night? I can't remember anything.

Did I get hurt? Is Helena out there in the waiting room to see if I'm okay?

She better not have been around me if she ever got hurt I don't know what I would do with myself. I wouldn't be able to live knowing she's in pain.

I can't think like that. I'm sure Lena is okay.

I need to get some rest. Me and the band have to start recording soon so I can't be in this bad shape for long, I need rest.

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I woke up again, it seems a little later in the day.

My body doesn't hurt as much, I almost feel fine I just have a really bad migraine it feels like.

I need to see Lena. I can't go back to bed again without seeing her. I miss her. And I've only been away from her for what feels like an hour since we were getting drunk together, or, I was getting drunk. But I miss her. I need to see she's okay. I need to feel her, I just wanna have one of those amazing Helena hugs she gives me.

I found a button beside me on a table; a red button.

I'm guessing this is for the nurse to come in, so I pressed it.

About less than a minute later a nice lady with dark brown hair, tan skin and a warm smile walked in.

"Yes Andrew? I see you're awake how are you feelin'?" She asked me while walking up to my bed and taking my pillow behind my head and fluffing it up a bit then putting it back under my head.

"I- uhm, I feel fine." I said with a stern voice. "I need to see Helena. Is she out there?" I asked moving my head and eyes a bit to show out of my room.

"Well, Andrew," she started with a now concerned look. "I'm sorry, this may be hard but it seems to be that Helena Rae is actually in the room next to yours. She's in a good bit worse condition than yours. That's all we can confirm for right now. Do you not remember anything that happened the night of the accident?"

No. I couldn't believe this. I won't. Helena has to be okay. I can't lose her.

I can barely think straight all I can think of is if Helena will be okay. What if it'll never be the same?
And what accident!? What the fuck happened?

"What accident?" I asked her with tears coming down my face now. I couldn't control it. I could taste the tears in my mouth as I breathe heavily trying to calm down. I couldn't take this. I couldn't take Helena not being okay.

I barely ever cry. Ever.

But I love Helena.

"Andrew, you were driving a car down the interstate drunk Friday night, it's Thursday now and you and Helena have been asleep for six days. Helena seems to be in a coma.She was on the passenger side where the car crashed into yours. I'm so sorry, we can only hope she'll be fine. We're running tests on her now." She told me.

This can't be real.

What if she dies?

No ones ever made me feel so complete as her. And right now I've never felt so empty.

Why couldn't it be me? Why couldn't I be the one who was hit? Not her. I'd rather it be me. Oh god how much I'd rather it be me.

"On the bright side the person who hit your car was a fan of your band. They didn't get badly endured and they're not pressing charges." She continued talking.

I didn't care for anything she had to say. I don't care about anything but Helena right now. I miss her. I couldn't bare to feel this for the rest of my life. And that's what would happen if she died.

Fuck! Why did I have to get behind wheels when I was drunk!? I'm such a dumb ass! Lena shouldn't even be with me. Even if she did wake up. She's too good for me.

I've already almost killed her! She deserves better. I need to make her have better. I'm not good for her. But I love her so much. I love her more than my own air.

"I need to see her." I demanded to the nurse, interrupting her rambling.

"O-okay. Your clothes are in the bathroom." She said as she pointed to the bathroom connected to this room. "Thankfully you'll be okay and like I was saying. The docs said you can leave today if you'd like." She finished.

"No. I'm not gonna leave Lena here." I said as I tried to stand up.

She tried to help me stand up okay, I was kind of unbalanced.

She left the room and I put on my clothes, changing out of the emergency rooms dress they had on me.

Once I was dressed I walked out of my room to a hospital full of people. It was hectic and there was an old lady being rushed down the hall on a bed by doctors.

I looked to my left and saw a room where I could see Helena, and some doctor looking down on her. Then I noticed there were parents sitting in there too. Her parents. And she thought her situation meeting my parents were bad...

Wait. Why are they crying?

I walked in fast, eager to see what was going on.

I saw Helena laying on the bed. She was so pale she was almost purple.

I couldn't help but non stop cry again just by seeing her like that. It's real.

Her dad walked over to me, sobbing, and put his hand on my shoulder. I could hear his whimpering through his words.

"Son, I don't think she's going to make it."

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