Picture of Jayson now that he's changed in the past 3 years!!!!
Song is Demons by Imagine Dragons!!!!
Raynes P.O.V
"Baby I gotta go run the perimeter I will be back soon. 3 hours at most. Ok?" Drake said as he kissed my forehead.
Nodding I let him walk away and turn the TV on. He really needs to talk to the Alpha about moving us down to the first floor. I hate not being able to go into the living room with Jayson or keygan carrying me down there and going back to get me wheelchair. Thank god Drake did before he left.
"Hey lola." Jayson said smiling as he sat down next to me.
"I'm not Lola." Looking at him confused.
"Sure ya are cuz you know...Lola gets what Lola wants!" He said cracking up laughing.
"Whatever jerk."
Barging in came three boys.
"Dude she isn't my mate!" The blonde one said looking frustrated.
"We saw you looki-" the one with the eyebrow piercing said.
"Dude shut up!" The brown haired one said. "She's my mate! He wasn't looking at her." They said as they sat down. Looking at Jayson I saw him looking at the blonde haired boy with lust and looking at the blonde I saw him blushing.
"Oh hell no!!!!" I yelled startling Jayson. "We need to have a talk Mr. Secretkeeper!!!" I whispered in his ear and seeing his face drain of color.
Wheeling myself into the game room I made sure it was empty and I waited for Jayson. Once he was in the room I locked the door. "When were you gunna tell me?"
"Tell you what?"
"Don't play stupid."
"I don't know what your talking about."
"Umm how about the fact that not only did you find your mate but that you gay?!" I whispered yelled.
"Shhh you can't tell anyone! Please I will be thrown out!!!"
"I won't tell anyone I promise." I said looking him in the eye. "But why didn't you tell me? Of everyone here your one of the very few I talk to. I thought we were friends...no best friends? You know brother sister type friends?"
"We are ray-"
"Don't Jayson its fine. I love you. I just thought we were closer than this to be keeping secrets."
"Your one to talk! Secrets? You won't tell us or even your own mate what happened to you!" He said looking at me with anger in his eyes. Soon they faded to regret and guilt. "Rayne I'm so sorry I didn't mea-"
"No don't. I have been trying to protect every body here because I guarantee it would give them nightmares. You wanna know what happened? Fine. I was tortured for the first year I was there. I was set on fire the first week I was there. Had my mark literally burned off my body. And that wasn't painful.... what was painful was the feeling of my mark being taken away from me. It felt like someone ripped into my chest bare handed and dug around while I was awake to witness every moment. Then I was starved. Because I had to loose any fat I had on my body so that when I ate and trained it became pure muscle. I was starved for months. Nothing but water for 3 months. Locked in a cell with nothing but a blanket and a bucket. Then when I was allowed to eat and train I was beaten so I could allow my body to get used to pain. I no longer feel pain. It's nothing for me anymore. I was whipped and beat up, I was stabbed and cut, I was fucking broken. Every part of me was broken. Name a bone and it was broke. Once that was over It was forced into my head that emotions are weakness. I wasn't allowed to feel anything. Not sorrow, guilt, regret, fear, love...none of it. And if that wasn't enough already, I was forced to kill a little girl no older than 10....I had to kill her with my bare hands in order to keep you and every person in this fucking hell hole alive. So yeah I kept it a secret. Because even though most of the people here don't like me. I'm still apart of this pack and I am the betas mate...and i swore an oath to protect this pack. Weather it's from nightmares or rogues it makes no difference to me. It's still protection..." I said unlocking the door and wheeling myself out and bumping into keygan who looked at me with tear filled eyes.
"Can you help me to my room please" I whispered.
Nodding he picked me up and carried me to my room and sat me down on the bed.
Keygans P.O.V.
"Rayne-" I started.
"Don't...please....just try to forget whatever you heard...and don't tell anyone...not Drake....not Alpha William...not anyone...promise me."
Nodding I looked at my hands to keep the tears at bay and whispered "I'm so sorry I wasn't there to help you."
"Don't sweat it but if you don't mind I'm tired. Just put the wheelchair by the door..." She said looking at me and smiling softly.
Nodding I left and shut her door and leaned against it as I let the tears fall. How anybody can go though that is beyond me. I now understand why she didn't want anyone to know. Why she kept it a secret.
Sliding down her door I sit on the floor with my legs in front of me as I hear her start to cry. It wasn't fair to her...she went through so much. And now she has to deal with this wheelchair situation too...it just wasn't fair. Everybody in this pack owes her their life. She protected us from that man and she is still protecting us from her past.
Smelling Drakes scent I get up and wipe my tears and go down and put on a happy face for the pack and grab the wheelchair and bring it up to her door.
"Hey man where's Rayne?" Drake asked Jayson. As I walked into the game room to confront Jayson. Bursting into tears Jayson shook his head and just talked out. Drake started freaking out. "Where is she?!"
"Relax man, she's in your guys room." I said laying a hand on his shoulder. I feel him relax slightly at knowing were his mate is.
"Ok thanks. So what's up with Jayson? He started crying at the mention of Raynes name." He said with pure confusion and suspision. But a promise is a promise and I owe her that much....even if I am a terrible lier.
"They got into a fight."
"About what?" He narrowed his eyes at me.
"N-nothing s-s-serious" I said. My hands where starting to get clammy andi was starting to sweat. It was against the law to lie to your superiors...
"Try again Keygan."
"Dude come on I promised her....don't make me break that promise to her"
"Was it serious?"
"Maybe...." I said looking around.
"Tell me" he said in his beta tone...forcing me to tell him everything I heard. As I repeated what Rayne said to Jayson I saw his face drain of color. He looked like he was about to get sick. Nodding he walked away with red eyes from holding back tears.
I hope Rayne will forgive me...
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